give me the logic

Hello.

i know it's weird for me to write my blog 2 days in a row but.

there's something in my chest that i really need to let it go!

OH MY GOD! I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT THERE ARE SUCH PEOPLE ALIVE

yaya i know i am still living in a box.. but. it's kinda hard for me to accept it..

it's not against the law to be XL or XXL.

i know it's easy for you. skinny BITCH!

some of us are born like this. you think we chose to be like this?

THINK AGAIN SMART ASS!

yeah you! smart ass! since you are so freaking smart!

ouh and i take it back the post i posted on facebook sometime ago. "i wanna be a skinny bitch so freaking bad"

i take it all back!

i am so grateful that God gave me extra!

luck to have all the fats hanging around me!

i am extremely huggable!

proud to say that He accepted me for who i am! YEAH!

and my family and true friends love me for who i am too!

bad news for you, my MAN here loves me even i put on another 1000 pound or so!

so back off!!!

at least i am happy with my life.

and when i stare in the mirror i see the real me!

not just some plastic acting nice in front of others.

people that truly know me, they know that i never FAKE.

take it and accept it!

-why am i doubting myself?-

8 Months

8 Months already?

and i am writing this for the 8th time?

the night is cold.

it is because of the distance.

despite the rain.

can we be together on the next 23rd?

are we still together?

i am starting to feel attached to you.

it's not good. isn't it?

sometimes. i really wonder why do we play with fire although we know that we might get hurt in the end.

things are smooth and sometimes rough.

but it's the kind of feeling that i get makes me want to go on.

:)

my super number 1.

-Missyoutoo-

20102010

today's not special thought despite the date.

it's been long since i last update my blog.

i don't have anything to write anymore.

someone took my inspirations away. :(

fights

quarrels

we been it through.

but, it was never nice.

i think my hostel toilet need some renovation and maintainence.

people now a days don't know manners.

how can they shit out of the toilet bowl?

isn't that insane?

however. i just hope that it will be gone soon!

as it was there since this afternoon!

darling. i miss you dearly!

everything about you~

how can i prove to the world that fat is not a sin?

how can people accept me?

how why who?

it's difficult and they don't understand.

they never will.

am i going to tell people the way i love you is through my phone?

other people. i don't care. i should and i will remain silent.

block it all.

-inspirations come back to me-