Sunday, 5 July 2009

RM3

can u buy a heart with RM3??

hmm i really dont know what to say bout this..

am i a hypocryte?

am i money minded..


argghhh!! i can believe he bought my heart by using 1 and almost 2 years of time and rm3.. lol

but i am still cnfused.. he bought my heart by phone calls.. and almost 2 months.. hahahahah


man i am crazy~

Thursday, 2 July 2009

WORDS

are the words the truth?
the beautiful words..
so sweet and suiting flowing into my ear.
why cant you just tell me?
or it's my fault that i m blinded...

i am really happy that u said u wish that i were at your house.. and we can talk face to face
i am really happy that u called me
i am really happy that u dont mind
i am really happy that u r what u r now...
or would u change?

i am also happy that i am far away from u cuz i know u missed me :)
i dont know am i the one... but sometimes i hope that i am the only one
i wonder what u talked about with her..
i wonder do u still like her?
i hope that u realised.
i hope that u call me everyday
i hope that the phone bill is free and we would talk day n night

i love the way u talk to me
i love your laughter although i can just hear them

i wish to see u but not your picture
i hate to quarrel with u
i dont wanna make u mad
and i hope u wont ever break my heart again.

i hope i can be loyal and like u with all my heart but no
i realised and awaken when u last hurt me..
and i cant really go back to who i was cuz i find the fun and pleasure being who i am

cuz i am in love with both of u...
i hate telling u lies that u dont even realised.
i am truly sorry..
for me this is just... a game.. a game that i had lost badly but rebuilding it with new strategies.
i hope that u forgive me.
i hope to get both of u.
as if i can~


am i crazy for wrintng these?
i dont know.. it's just what i feel...

Wednesday, 1 July 2009

H1N1


what the hell man~
what's with the h1n1??

sick of it!
sick of wearing mask
it's damn hot! and a person like me.. sweat like hell wearing it.. huhuu
but prevention is better than cure... right???

but some of the people here..
i mean thoes jerks!
laughing and teasing people that r wearing mask.
what r u trying to prove?
u r not afraid? u r stupid? u r childish? go eat my shoe!!!
damn i hate them...
lol

college life's so far so good.. i dont really have any BIG trouble yet..
but i really do worry bout the flu though~
trying my best to prevent it~ :)

terengganu it still the best! :D
i miss my family so much! huhu
and my friends
y must we be appart??
i really do miss u..
when can we meet again???

although u would call me once in a while.. but there's no 3G here.. lol
i enjoy talking face to face with you~
i really regreted not taking picture with u at the bus stand
and really thank you 4 being there with me...
i think i am falling.. slowly.. into..... lol

wokay3.. enough~
that's privet hahahahaha

call me more ok! some times i do get bored here u know... and stress out..
i suddenly miss ur support and your smile..
i miss the way u give 2 thumbs up when ever i finish a presentation..
i miss it when u look at me
i miss it when we would joke and talk during klas kenegaraan and all
i miss you!

huhuuu i miss gossiping with u in I-3
i miss the laughter
i miss the cat walk and the silly jokes..
i miss getting roll call and getting punish
i miss running with u all and eating together..

I MISS MISS MISS!!! i am going crazy!! help anyone??

Monday, 15 June 2009

JAPANESE!


SUSHII

SEDAP AHH!!!

cute little jelly


clammm


SUSHIII
ohhh yeahh aahaaa
hehee
i really enjoyed myself in KL!
with my room mate Stella from Sarawak!

she is kinda cool
u know~ the kind who know how to enjoy life hahaha
well she brought me and my floor mate ling fang~
to a super duper Japanese buffet! at shasaki restron
the food was damn nice i'hv never seen so much food before in my whole life
and i cant even finish i was so full till my whole stomach bloated!
wooooow!
this is the life~
i dint even get to try all of the food!
i was tooo toooo much! hahaha
but the price was ermm hahaha
about rm50 per person~

it is ok?? :P
but i really do enjoy it!
hope that stella would bring me there again next time~hehehe

Wednesday, 10 June 2009

Lecture Hall







HELLUUUU






this is my 3rd week in college..



:))






so far so good!



sure i met some new friends



and they r nice to me huhuu






i started co-co today



guess what i register 4???



hehehehe



i took gym workout!






OOHHHYEAHHH ahhhhaaa



cool???



can lose weight!



hahahahahaha



the lectures r ok..



i think i can get understand most of the subject and all



have to be really hard woking here



have to finish tutorial home work huhuu






and i wanna settle my ptptn 1st~






WORK WORK WORK~



always busy and rushing~



:((






wokay got to go~ enjoy the pictures :P

Tuesday, 2 June 2009

COLLEGE LIFE

fuhhhhhhhhh
hehehe
well i m sitting under the fan
in the cafeteria near my hostel~
lol

using my BRAND NEW LAP TOP wuuuhuuu
thanks dad i love u so much!!! :)

heeeeee
just got it 2nights ago~

wokay gonna start my college story~
ermhhh
college i so very different from secondary school
MORE FREEDOM!
BUT!
u have to do everything yourself

1.buy food
2.go pay fees
3.find ur lecture hall
4.lecture notes
5.wash n dry ur shirts
6.homework
7.cocuriculum
8.ur health

and many2 more..
kinda lazy to write n my lap top's battery is running low..
hehehe

i love my friends here..
but i miss my friends back home terribally~
:((
i miss PLKN
i miss everything about it!

my heart is scraming to go back~
but i cant!
hmmmm
so much for me

i really cant do it without god!
i m glad that he is always here
and always answring my prayers and guiding me
step by step!
:D

that's all i guess..
c u soon ELI! :-*

Friday, 22 May 2009

NEW MOON NEW LIFE

greetings~
hehe
hello i m yoke~

i guess u all already forget me since i never updated my blog since i went to PLKN~
waooo it's really a unforgetable time~
i dont think i would be able to erase it from my memory~

it was the hilight of my youth!
i felt "YOUNG" hahahaha
no i mean i really do feel good there~

and now~
after 1and a half month of millitary tranning~
sad that didnt get to finish the tranning~
but i have more important part of my life to proceed~
i m now i the ICCT room of TAR College setapak, KL~
as a busniness student~
diploma banking and finace~
hehehe

i was quite lonely and sad at the begining~ but
i met new friends!
and i m glad to have them~
:)
currently staying in the hostel!
i had to work really hard in my studies and try to adapt my new life here!
i really need support from u guys!
and thanks for reading my blog~

ILYSM! i miss you all very very much!!!

Tuesday, 17 March 2009

BAD news for me

:(
i was really disappointed with my results..
too ashamed to even tell anyone~
it's unexpected in a bad way~

hmm but what to do~
maybe i didn't do good enough~
but honestly i really tried my best
i don't want to disappoint the people that i love~

but i guess i failed!
i m a failure
i hope everyone is happy with their results
sorry no pictures taken(broken camera)
and i dint have the mood.

GOOD LUCK in future
in choosing course
n college!!

Tuesday, 10 March 2009

12/3/2009

HELL YEAH!
we r gonna get our SPM result soon!!
that's day after tomorrow!

OMG i really dont know how am i gonna face everything~
well i just hope the very best to everyone!!

GOOD LUCK!

after taking the result..
some of our are leaving KT~
some of us are going PLKN~
so i s bye bye everyone

that's really sad~
hmm no matter where we r~
i m glad that we used to be in the same class :))
LOVE you all so much!!!
hope to keep in touch!!

Thursday, 5 March 2009

TAGGED by JING



  • 7 facts about YIIYOKE?


  1. Fun is my middle name?

  2. once u make me hate you and that's the end of it.

  3. I love playing my guitar though i m not that good yet.

  4. I am really sensitive(not hyper though)

  5. I love writing. i express my feelings through writing

  6. I love taking pictures especially the most natural moment without posing cuz for me that's the most beautiful moment.

  7. I love art.


  • 6 unspectacular quirks of YIIYOKE?


  1. I can like you very much but i can also hate you.

  2. I love doing crazy stuff :p

  3. I hate politics!

  4. once i fall in love i can fall really deep. heeee

  5. I have my own explanation for Shakespeare's poem

  6. I always over react! hahaa


I am too lazy to tagg anyone~ lol


JING JING tagged me! :))

Tuesday, 17 February 2009

Valentine 2009

i love this

LOL
Jual ubat


Promote cocacola




Scandal jia yun



Separuh





Ira u r cute!!







ILYSM!







HEHEHE!









SWEET!







uuuhhhuuuu

oooyeah aaahhhaaa~

HAPPY VALENTINES to all.. 14/2/2009

honestly i tought my valentine this year will be the same as last few 17years sitting at home..

alone..
but this year i got to celebrate it with my beloved exclassmates my BFFS! hahaha
love it so much!

we have BBQ at the lagoon~ near masjid terapung.. but before that we went to hanun house 1st

then i got the chance to meet Hijau(hanun's) Boy(ira's) rashid(wanie's) it was very nice to meet them :)
then we went to the picnic site by car a few rounds of course..
Me
jiayun
hanun, hijau
wanie,rashid
dira
ira,boy
aim
kening
pajaen(kening's bro)
barly
afiq(nk ltak tepi jy tp tkut ye marah)hahahaha
ejo(kesian lynn xdok)

I really had fun being a photographer and all.. but curse it! something wrong with my camera! i had to use wanie's
but it's ok atleast i got to take pictures hahaha
the food is.... (actually i dint really eat that much!)
rashid's fried rice is nice
and the chicken is a little bit raw..
the drink was nice.. hahaha
althgough we had a little problem back there.. that at last it's all ok!
really do wish i can celebrate my valentine with all of them again! haha
ILYSM!
ade gok laa jeles sket tngok org duk dating tp xpe..
ku merasakan zaman siggle ku ni sdah nk rntuh.. mule lah zaman kaple.. hahahahaha


pssss pictures(later) have to wait for wanie.. so sabor ye!~

Monday, 2 February 2009

Turtle WAYNE!!!


Hey guys i just got the news about wayne...

i heard that he is in KDU KL now~
but i am not really sure yet bout the story~
will update more after i ask him :)

OMG he dint even tell us :(

gonna miss him~

Sunday, 1 February 2009

Found pictures


Syakir and ben

Pqah and me

Again! hahaha

Me and jia yun

Farah and jia yun

Lol i was looking through my pendrive.. and i saw a few of the pictures that i took with my friends..
wanna upload all of them~ hehehe

just a few.. that's when we went to KFC! :)