when you gave me the morning call that i am always waiting for.
I MISS YOU!
seriously.
am i getting too desperate or something?
am i annoying you?
i mean i can understand you situation now but.
erhh!! what ever.
plus. i really think i am going to lose something important to me.
what's happening???
everything is USED TO BE now.
yeah, you the best. you own everything.
and i am freaking fucked up!
this sucks!
this life sucks!
what if i really stumble trough my diploma and advance diploma?
i will get a job and?
start working?
what the hell??
and what's life all about??
i don't want to end there?!
my mum and dad always say that i can go when i can pay.
when is it??
when i am old and haggard?
when i am fat and old?
when i am a lonely woman with 12 cats??
i though my mum would understand.
life after marriage and having kids.
i am not saying that i am gonna get married now.
NO! BUT THINK OF IT!!!
sometimes i do think that, to play around is better than facing one person.
I AM NOT SAYING THAT I AM PLAYING AROUND.
but.........
i need vacation~!!!
to get out of here!
OUT OF MALAYSIA~
to leave everything behind and start over again.
when i see you, and when we walk side by side. i felt extremely happy.
so happy that i can't control but keep smiling and laughing all the day.
a lousy manager of feeling indeed.
-do you still love me as before?-
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