Hidup

I am tired.

i just want to quit.

does it make me a quitter?

i don't want to do that any more.

Please.

i know it's a lot better than chemo but i don't think i can.

i am a coward. a coward that's afraid to fail again.

maybe running away from reality will do.

i am weak.

i know it's time to grow up.

he said"stand up again and fight"

i don't have the spirit anymore.

can you please be here with me? :(

he said"You can do it, i believe in you"

but, i don't even believe in myself anymore.

Who am i?

time is short.

how am i going to prepare in such short period?

Yeah.

我其实根本没有很努力。。

你说得对。。

在我体内的千年懒虫，很难消除啊。。

我该怎么办？

我真的。。很想放弃。。

就算你说我逃避现实

你根本就不会明白。。

-I am warned out-