Thursday, 4 March 2010

One week and more :)

is he the one?
hope so... cuz i like him!


I laugh because you are funny

i smile because i like you :)

hahahaha

i'm like.. love drunk?
i don't know..

maybe :)
but we are still the same though..
talk like we used to.

i think it's better like that.
i like him the way he is.

really do hope that we can last long.
long enough for me and for him.
long enough. but not the end?

i don't really wanna think of the future.
just wanna enjoy now.
i miss him!!!
miss him so badly. that i think i've gone crazy.
when can we meet? :(

sometimes i just want you to be a little sweet.
and care more about me.
i hate to be insecure.
i like it when u call.
send me more sms. :)

tell me u miss me.
all the little things may seem nothing to you but they mean a lot to me.

you wont ever read my blog. cuz you r never gonna find it. hahaha
so i'll just keep it to myself until one day.
you realized.
hope it's not too late.

and i like you! really i do! :)
my frog prince.

-The talking Frog-

Wednesday, 24 February 2010

2nd Day

erm hello..
2nd day of what??

hahahahahaha
hey single girl ain't single anymore :)

yups officially with him.
he is really special and hope that it'll last hahahaha
it's not that i am not serious. but.. u know.. things can change.. and people too.
so.. i really do commit everything to God.

i pray that he's always with me.

erm.
hey i really do like him :p

23/2/2010

a really special day.

-to me and super number 1-

Saturday, 20 February 2010

11:41 PM

i' m like on my bed. with 2 freaking girls with breath problems..
i feel like fainting.
HELP ME!

today i walked on the clouds
and feels like flying.
although it's my last day in KT
but. i like it!

will always miss KT and friends..
of family of course.

but i miss u most!

-love your hand-

Friday, 19 February 2010

Blueberry CSL

Got my new phone yesterday ;)
it's a white blueberry..

i chose blue at first.. and then something went went wrong i had to go to the shop..
and they changed a new 1 for me.. unfortunately the blue 1 is out of stock.. at last i took the white one.

looks classy too though ;)
happy to get it..
yeah i wont lose i again of course.
hahaha

thanks to my benefactor (you don't wanna know who)

hehehe

the only problem now is sending n receiving MMS.
hmmm

will try to settle it soon!
i wanna MMS my super number one!
hahahaha

that's all for the update.
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR.
going back on the 21st.

hmmm
what ever.

-Pagi Yang Indah-

Monday, 15 February 2010

19th Chinese New Year


14.2.2012
a very special day :)

It's Chinese New Year and also Valentine..
Love and happiness is in the air...

ohhh yeeaahhhh

and i want you all to meet him!
:)

it's not that we are together but.. i really do like him though..
like really.

hope to get blessing from you all.
if it's acceptable.

:)

Thursday, 11 February 2010

what's in it for me?

hmm..
11/2 12:34am
yesterday was a fucking pissed off day!

i did something wrong, booking flight tickets.
the whole house's like quarreling about it.
especially my dad.

yeah i m useless.
but don't forget i m still your daughter.. for gods sake u made me!
hmmm
no really in the mood.
i m depress.
i feel lonely
and useless in this world.

so i see failure in the world.
nothing good is in for me i guess.
all i ever wanted.
i don't think i can get.

just because i did it?
i mean.. everyone is doing it. and i don't think it's consider a sin.
it's just lust! i can't control it. although i vow numerous time not to do it again
but! i can't resist the temptation in my head!
it's too difficult!

i've been controlling myself but.. no use. i did it again and again.
God help me!
are you with me?
i wonder.
i love you very much
and i can't live a day without you God.

please be with me.

-I am SORRY-

Saturday, 6 February 2010

therefore i miss you

yeah i really do miss u.

too many things happening around.
my great grand mother with her UNGRATEFUL SON!
and her leg

and now... i can't even have a nice Chinese New Year.
i do hope that u come back..

i wanna meet you.
although you can't really help much :p but with you beside me.
everything's fine.
you always make me smile.

i don't need any gifts or surprise. i just need you with me.
so stay.

to my super number one. :)

hope that u know who u r.
but i don't think that you have the chance to read this but, that's everything in my heart.
that's what i wanna say to you.

BE with ME.
therefore i miss you.

Wednesday, 3 February 2010

寒冷的韩国

嗨,这是我第一次用华语写blog.. 感觉有点奇怪。。
不过。。这应该是好的开始吧。。荒废了好几年的华语。。现在,在很努力的进步着。:)
全新的开始。。

寒冷的韩国?是因为看太多的韩剧了吧。。上瘾,让人无法自拔。。
如果这世上真的有像剧情里的男女主角。。那该多好。。永远都是美好结局。。
在这残酷的世界会有美好结局吗??
就像我。。
白痴的等了好几年。。到最后他还是。。他。

我的世界里永远都不可能有他的存在。:)

cool~ my first blog in Chinese..
WAYTOGO! high 5 YOKE!

Wednesday, 13 January 2010

kindness makes me SMILE

"POP!" :)
helllooo~ and good evening.
I am here to tell you a story about Miss Yoke.

One day, she went out to study with her friends. while waiting for them. she remember that she left only a few sens (her phone credit) so she walked to the store to topup rm10.
making her wallet thin. she only left rm10 now.

unfortunately, she had to key in her number in the sales person's phone.
she was sure that the number is correct. and she gave the phone n money back to the sales person.
after a while. she felt weird, "what is taking so long for the money to be transfered?" she asked herself..

then she walk to the counter again asking..
the lady showed her the number and "WTF" she felt like hitting herself hard on the wall.
she key in the wrong number. and bad news is... it cannot be canceled.
she felt sad and depressed. "why oohhh why bad things keep happening"
then her friend came.
they went to MC d to study~

before that, with 0.00001% of hope. yoke sms that number, telling about the accident.
no reply. she prayed.. hoping that god would answer her prayers.

still no reply.
UNTIL LAST night~ a mysterious sms came in..
saying sorry that he/her is busy, sorry for the late reply~ and waaalllllaaahhh!!
rm10 in return!!
OHH YEAH!! she thanked that person!

he/her must be an angle!!!!

conclusion is... yoke got back her rm10 and live happily as usual~ :)

the moral of this story is.. to do good to others. you make them smile and happy.
to let them know that there's still hope and humanity and love in this society :)

i hope you love the story!
and to the mysterious person out there if you happen to read my blog (=.=ll as if) i wanna thank you again! I LOVE YOU! :P

Monday, 11 January 2010

2.22AM

what am i doing? awake in this hour of time?? am i sleep walking??
NO~ i m sitting with my friends. in the hostel canteen~

to work on my work good assignment and also studying for my exam~ which is in 3 more days.
hmmm
i can't wait for Chinese new year!
i wan't ANG PAU and also to celebrate and be together with my familiessss :)
ILYSM!!

well, sometimes people are not what you think they are, like i always say~
he may be good looking and good in everything and seems to be the mr.perfect but~
he has his own secret.

i won't wanna know.
so i don't wanna care.. live my life.. :)

Wednesday, 6 January 2010

Lesson to be learn

Hey~ glad to say that i am alive :P

it's been hard for me this few days. with my phone and up coming final exam~
but today something caught my eyes.
it's a post at facebook from a pastor.

God have His time. He planed everything for us and know exactly what we needed.
well, we have to be patient and wait for the time to come :)
i hope to be a patient person hehe

ermm.. i really wanna thanks all my friends for being there with me when my phone got stolen. Ah qian and Chui Peng~ their help means a lot to me.
and also other seniors as well.
and i also wanna thank Shahrul Faiz (hahahaha sound familiar right) yeah
my super n0.1 :)
he kinda help me find out that, the thief that fucking ass hole is still using both my numbers!
and he also helped me scold that low life buy sending cursing messages :) i am happy because he actually felt angry. feels like i m floating in the air. he actually cares about me :D and remembers almost everything that i told him~

SWEET! I am really lucky to know him and to like him!
it's not that i fall in love with him again.
it's just... i don't know how to describe that feeling LOL!
Ok.. i'll make it simple by saying that he is my SUPER n0.1! :)
i wanna apologize to my parents.
I am sorry for what i'hv done. Thanks for forgiving me :)
Thanks to my aunt for lending me her old Samsung :)
i like it!

let this be a lesson for everyone. Glad that i kept my wallet in my pocket~ that save a lot of trouble!

guess that i thanked everyone. sorry if i missed out but please remember that i really do appreciate your help!
That's what Friends are for :)

IT'S A HE!

Saturday, 2 January 2010

lost my phone

hey, i lost all my phones and numbers so no body can contact me now.

will inform u all if i got my new number.

actually i feel really sad
i felt that i really let my parents down.
some kinda curse is following me i guess so many bad things happen..
i just don't know what to say~

sorry mum n dad i don't mean to disappoint you guys. sorry~

no more going out next time.
i m gonna stay in hostel.

i lost my phone in sungei wang.
let this be a punishment for me. and a lesson to be learn for everyone.

not in writing mood now.
bye

Friday, 1 January 2010

2010

Happy new Year
2010
SEE MING HAW
Went to zoo the next day

hey.. Happy new YeAR~~!

HAHAHA will upload more lonely 2010 new year pics later..

writing this blog in my friend's room near TBR :)

love them!!!

1st time spending new year with my friends.. kinda cool though last night! hahaha
we were like girls gone wild!!
honking crazily on the street!! lol

Went to zoo the next day!
love it..
well i hope that 2010 will be a better year!
wish me luck
wish me love
wish me better life
wish me to be a better person! :)
same to u all tooo ;p