January 2017

Ladies and Gentleman

I hope you are still out there reading posts from your favorite blogger.
Sorry that i missed almost half a year.

Time just catches up with you, just a puff of cigarette, and it's gone.
Beginning of 2017 was hell of a mess.

I, failed with my fitness routine, my weight my life goals and my relationship.
Good news is, i am awake from this made up world in my head.

You see, time, this funny thing, it is the key to destruction and also a tool to help you heal, learn realize and reflect.

will i be writing more bull shit stories of mine this year? only time. can tell.

So ladies and gentleman, new year is not about getting that new year dress or getting that new car.
I believe new year is about learning, reflecting and growth.
spiritually not so much for me. mentally maybe. physically oh hell no.

You know I told him that, since i met him. No other guys manage to steal my heart.

No matter what he did or what i did, as much as i hate to admit. he is not perfect.
neither am i.

but we are perfect for each other.

You know, rather than erasing everything i just wrote.
I think i should stop now.


I really know what the fuck am i doing with my life, but i can tell you, imma make it awesome.

-peace the fuck out-