Freaking fantasies

Hello world :)

am still Alive and wild!!!!
I can't write without blasting my ears with loud music. I have no idea why.
the weird thing happens when I can't get high scores without music during diamond dash :-S

tough month indeed.

sometimes when i talk to people and start telling them about my fav music, movies and books.
they look at me like I am a total freak :(

am I?
i mean come on I LOVE BUNKFACE
I totally support good Malaysian films.
I LOVE good music despite language origin and what ever shit.

I remembered this one time I had a dream of Bront Palarae. I AM CRAZY about him!
after that weird dream i got worse, it's like i am possessed I can't stop thinking about him about the dream and it lasted for a while!
caused lots of problems between me and Mr.Faiz. LOL
sorry boy.
Bront portrays a matured, successful good looking middle aged man. and young girl like me would want to date.
all the fame and fortune ( I am not sure about his income) he's a really low profile person.

I can't really dig anything from Google. damn! is he married? who is he dating? blaa3.. shits like that.
Good this is he replied my TWEETS!!!!!!!

like fucking finally!!! 

isn't he HOT!!!! <3 

Meanwhile SAM bunkface on the other hand is this rocker boy who's young and successful good looking rich which is in 2 bands!!! Smoking hot vocalist!! Tell me, is there anyone who is not sane enough to fall for both of them!!!

and BTW I've heard people telling me that my boy looks a little like SAM!! -SCREAMS-
maybe it's his aquiline nose, or those big brown eyes.. who knows LOL 
I admit, i felt that at first too, but after all this years. Nah! both of them are different.

Look at him ROCK the stage <3 

Erhhhhhh can i be skinny already! :( sick of staying in this shell. shell of fats.
I want to wear dresses and wear them well, i want to wear bikini on the beach, boys drooling over my HOT body, i want to eat like freaking Korean drama girls and still stay little as fuck.
Oh well fantasies is all i have right now.

RIGHT NOW, future Yoke will be reading this blog and proud that she shed her fat shell :)
Good Job Yoke! if you are reading this in the future, this is the fat you writing.
still stuck at home after class, total ZERO social activities besides facebook and texting.

Future Yoke will be dancing all night long, coming home drunk as fuck and living life like she suppose to!
:)


14 JUNE 2012 JIWA TAIKO!!! both of them are in it SAM and BRONT!! :)
i seriously can't wait to watch! PLEASE don't disappoint me. but i know you wouldn't LOL!!!
i am such a crazy ass bitch!

I am praying for motivations to continue my hectic college life.
you can pray for me if you want to :)

Thanks for reading.