Why do we dream??
i dont really understand though..
i mean dreams always make me uncomfortable with myself..
every night before i close my eyes.. i pray that i dream about u..
but what do i get.. things that i dont expect.. things that i dont want to even think about...
i was so busy this few days.. i had no time to relax.. to take a ddep breath.. to smell.. to DREAM
it's good sometimes to dream but dont be too carried away.. "u can dream but dont make dream ur master" a poem from a dad to his son.. i forgot the title but it's in my form5 literatutre..
:)
i was really dissapointed and even mad at few things last few weeks i wanted to just post it..
but that stupid connecttion in my hostel really kills me.. i was so frustrated that i dont even want to touch my laptop.
i want to just throw everything away~
obviously it's just a kind of emotion.. i wont.. lol~
i am really happy that my dad came today.. i always wanted to eat with him :D especially when i am so far away~ i do miss my family.. my house :(
YOKE sabar laaa nehhh!!!!! brape minggu lagi leh balik!!!!
huhuuu
Friday 28 August 2009
Wednesday 19 August 2009
No shining stars in Kuala Lumpur
ask your self before u proceed reading~ :)
do read while playing what about now-daughtry
is there any stars in KL? NO~
i mean kids that grow up in KL can hardly see stars all they can see in the night sky is just
vivid aeroplane or helicopter's light and they some times mistaken them as stars! lol
and i would like~ ermmhh.. stars wont move that fast..
what i mean is city kids are different.. they are not that close to nature.
and sometimes they really get on my nerve~
do read while playing what about now-daughtry
is there any stars in KL? NO~
i mean kids that grow up in KL can hardly see stars all they can see in the night sky is just
vivid aeroplane or helicopter's light and they some times mistaken them as stars! lol
and i would like~ ermmhh.. stars wont move that fast..
what i mean is city kids are different.. they are not that close to nature.
and sometimes they really get on my nerve~
no more moral values no more humanity.. zero!
why???
what happen to the education???
FAIL man!!!!
how can it turn out to be like this??
i though we r suppose to live together as one..
nothing to do with our religion or race or skin colour ohhhh who cares..
i am just a lonely blogger that no body really notice my post even..
so why bother...
Saturday 15 August 2009
Kissing???
Angel KissThis is a sweet, comforting kiss. Gently and ever so lightly kiss your partner either on the eye lid or right next to the eyes.
Cheek KissA friendly, "I really like you" kiss. Often the preferred kissing method of a first date. With your hands on your partner's shoulders, gently brush your lips across her cheek.
Butterfly KissWith your faces less than a breath away, open and close your eyelids against your partners. If done correctly, the fluttering sensation will match the one in your heart.
Freeze KissExperiment with this fun kiss. Put a small piece of ice in your mouth, then open mouth and kiss your partner, passing them the ice with your tongue. It's an erotic and sensual french kiss with a twist of cold.
Eskimo KissWith your faces less than a breath apart, gently rub your noses together.Earlobe KissGently sip and suck the earlobe. Avoid louder sucking noises as ears are sensitized noise detectors.French KissThe kiss involving the tongue. Some call this the "Soul Kiss"because the life and soul are thought to pass through the mouth's breath in the exchange across tongues.
Forehead KissThe "motherly" kiss or "just friends" kiss. The forehead kiss can be a comforting kiss to anyone. Simply brush your lips lightly across the crown of their head.
Foot KissAn erotic and romantic gesture. It may tickle, but relax and enjoy it!
To give a toe kiss by gently suck the toes and then lightly kissing the foot. It helps to gently massage the base of the foot while performing the kiss.Hickey KissThe object is not to draw blood, but to gently leave a mark that will prove your interlude was not a dream. This is often included in erotic foreplay.
Hand KissGently raise her hand to your lips. Lightly brush your lips across the top of her hand. Historically this kiss was performed with a bow, which showed deference to a lady.
Hot/Cold KissGet a cold drink and put some in your mouth. Have your partner gets a hot drink and puts some in their mouth. You then French kiss leaving a sensational feeling.
Letter KissSend your lover a kiss in a love letter by writing the letter x several times in a row at the bottom of a letter such as XXXXX.
Mistletoe KissSurprise your lover by capturing them with a gentle holiday kiss under the mistletoe. This is also a good method for shyer individuals to steal a kiss from a potential lover.
Neck KissCome up behind the person you want to kiss. Lightly lick the back of their neck, then kiss the back of their neck a few times.
Neck Nibble KissGently nibble up and down your partners neck. End with a gentle kiss on the lips.
Nip KissThis kiss can create a very erotic sensation. While kissing your partner, ever so gently nibble on their lips.You must be very careful not to bite to hard or hurt your partner. When done correctly, this kiss ignites wonderful sensations.
Shoulder KissSimply come from behind, embrace her, and kiss the top of her shoulder. This is a sensual, loving kiss.
Sip KissTake a small sip of your favorite drink. Leaving a little bit of it on your lips, kiss your partner. It is a unique way to create a sensual feeling and your partner will enjoy it.
Stomach KissGently kiss and nibble on your partners stomach, and sometimes it leads to other things..
Talking KissWhisper sweet nothings into your partner's mouth.If caught in the act, simply say, "I wasn't kissing her. I was whispering into her mouth."
Tiger KissQuietly sneak up behind your partner making sure they do not know what you are going to do. Out of the blue, grab them and gently bite their neck. Make sure to get a few good growls in too. This will surely surprise them.
Tongue KissWhile french kissing your partner, gently suck their tongue while it's in your mouth. This produces a wonderful, erotic feeling for both!Quickie KissWhen you're in a rush. Often the nose gets it rather than the lips.
Upside Down KissYou stand behind your partner (who is seated or laying down) and have them tilt their head back.Then kiss them so that you nibble their lower lip and they nibble yours. This is fun and feels good because you can feel them breathing on your neck as you kiss.
Underwater KissFind your partner under water. Embrace and kiss. It's a unique and wonderful feeling. By the time you run out of air, you'll be back at the top. Continuing the kiss is optional.
Underwater Deep End KissDive to the bottom of the deep end of a pool. Find your partner under water and begin kissing. Continue as you rise to the top.
Vacuum KissWhile kissing open-mouthed, slightly suck in as if you were sucking the air from your partners mouth. This is a playful kiss.
Virtual KissFor Internet lovers. Send an e-card or a kiss via email with this symbol: :-* .
The Wave KissWhile kissing your partner, slowly roll your tongue like a wave, up and down.It can be a little sloppy, but it's a unique feeling and always gets a little laugh when it's done.
Cheek KissA friendly, "I really like you" kiss. Often the preferred kissing method of a first date. With your hands on your partner's shoulders, gently brush your lips across her cheek.
Butterfly KissWith your faces less than a breath away, open and close your eyelids against your partners. If done correctly, the fluttering sensation will match the one in your heart.
Freeze KissExperiment with this fun kiss. Put a small piece of ice in your mouth, then open mouth and kiss your partner, passing them the ice with your tongue. It's an erotic and sensual french kiss with a twist of cold.
Eskimo KissWith your faces less than a breath apart, gently rub your noses together.Earlobe KissGently sip and suck the earlobe. Avoid louder sucking noises as ears are sensitized noise detectors.French KissThe kiss involving the tongue. Some call this the "Soul Kiss"because the life and soul are thought to pass through the mouth's breath in the exchange across tongues.
Forehead KissThe "motherly" kiss or "just friends" kiss. The forehead kiss can be a comforting kiss to anyone. Simply brush your lips lightly across the crown of their head.
Foot KissAn erotic and romantic gesture. It may tickle, but relax and enjoy it!
To give a toe kiss by gently suck the toes and then lightly kissing the foot. It helps to gently massage the base of the foot while performing the kiss.Hickey KissThe object is not to draw blood, but to gently leave a mark that will prove your interlude was not a dream. This is often included in erotic foreplay.
Hand KissGently raise her hand to your lips. Lightly brush your lips across the top of her hand. Historically this kiss was performed with a bow, which showed deference to a lady.
Hot/Cold KissGet a cold drink and put some in your mouth. Have your partner gets a hot drink and puts some in their mouth. You then French kiss leaving a sensational feeling.
Letter KissSend your lover a kiss in a love letter by writing the letter x several times in a row at the bottom of a letter such as XXXXX.
Mistletoe KissSurprise your lover by capturing them with a gentle holiday kiss under the mistletoe. This is also a good method for shyer individuals to steal a kiss from a potential lover.
Neck KissCome up behind the person you want to kiss. Lightly lick the back of their neck, then kiss the back of their neck a few times.
Neck Nibble KissGently nibble up and down your partners neck. End with a gentle kiss on the lips.
Nip KissThis kiss can create a very erotic sensation. While kissing your partner, ever so gently nibble on their lips.You must be very careful not to bite to hard or hurt your partner. When done correctly, this kiss ignites wonderful sensations.
Shoulder KissSimply come from behind, embrace her, and kiss the top of her shoulder. This is a sensual, loving kiss.
Sip KissTake a small sip of your favorite drink. Leaving a little bit of it on your lips, kiss your partner. It is a unique way to create a sensual feeling and your partner will enjoy it.
Stomach KissGently kiss and nibble on your partners stomach, and sometimes it leads to other things..
Talking KissWhisper sweet nothings into your partner's mouth.If caught in the act, simply say, "I wasn't kissing her. I was whispering into her mouth."
Tiger KissQuietly sneak up behind your partner making sure they do not know what you are going to do. Out of the blue, grab them and gently bite their neck. Make sure to get a few good growls in too. This will surely surprise them.
Tongue KissWhile french kissing your partner, gently suck their tongue while it's in your mouth. This produces a wonderful, erotic feeling for both!Quickie KissWhen you're in a rush. Often the nose gets it rather than the lips.
Upside Down KissYou stand behind your partner (who is seated or laying down) and have them tilt their head back.Then kiss them so that you nibble their lower lip and they nibble yours. This is fun and feels good because you can feel them breathing on your neck as you kiss.
Underwater KissFind your partner under water. Embrace and kiss. It's a unique and wonderful feeling. By the time you run out of air, you'll be back at the top. Continuing the kiss is optional.
Underwater Deep End KissDive to the bottom of the deep end of a pool. Find your partner under water and begin kissing. Continue as you rise to the top.
Vacuum KissWhile kissing open-mouthed, slightly suck in as if you were sucking the air from your partners mouth. This is a playful kiss.
Virtual KissFor Internet lovers. Send an e-card or a kiss via email with this symbol: :-* .
The Wave KissWhile kissing your partner, slowly roll your tongue like a wave, up and down.It can be a little sloppy, but it's a unique feeling and always gets a little laugh when it's done.
Huggies anyone??
'I Love You' Hug
A close cheek-to-cheek hug that says
"I Love You"
even more with an added kiss on the lips.'I Want You Now' Hug
A close hug with a bit of rubbing and grinding.
Big Bear Hug
Pull your partner in really, really, really close, put your arms completely around them, and squeeze tight.
Butt Squeeze Hug
A sexy, passionate hug. Pull your partner in close, lift your leg around their legs and give their butt a passionate squeeze.
Ecstatic Jump-n-Hug
Run at your partner and jump into their arms with excitement!
Encouraging Hug
Pull your partner close and give them a gentle squeeze with a light pat on the back.
Friendly Hug
Put your arms lightly around your partner's shoulders and give a gentle squeeze.
Group Hug
A hug involving multiple people - family or friends - where you all put your arms around one another.
Half Hug
A quick wrap, lightly touching your partner where your arms only go halfway around (hence, half a hug).
Hello & Goodbye Hug
A quick, semi-close hug paired with a kiss on the cheek.
Hug of Joy
A semi-close hug with excitement and movement that often times includes a bit of excitement jumping.
Passionate SqueezePull your partner in closely and give them a passionate squeeze as you gently kiss along their neck.S
nuggle Hug
Usually works best when sitting on a couch, etc. Drape your arm around your partner's shoulders and snuggle up in close!
Spoon Hug
While not normally thought of as a hug, the 'spoon' is essentially your arms wrapped around your partner -- a hug! While lying in bed on your side, pull your partner close and wrap your body around theirs in a 'spoon' position.
Sympathy Hug
Pull your partner close and lay their head lightly on your shoulder as you give their back a light rub.
Tree Hug
Find a large tree (perhaps while picnic-ing), and each partner wrap their arms around the tree to meet the other partner's hands.
A close cheek-to-cheek hug that says
"I Love You"
even more with an added kiss on the lips.'I Want You Now' Hug
A close hug with a bit of rubbing and grinding.
Big Bear Hug
Pull your partner in really, really, really close, put your arms completely around them, and squeeze tight.
Butt Squeeze Hug
A sexy, passionate hug. Pull your partner in close, lift your leg around their legs and give their butt a passionate squeeze.
Ecstatic Jump-n-Hug
Run at your partner and jump into their arms with excitement!
Encouraging Hug
Pull your partner close and give them a gentle squeeze with a light pat on the back.
Friendly Hug
Put your arms lightly around your partner's shoulders and give a gentle squeeze.
Group Hug
A hug involving multiple people - family or friends - where you all put your arms around one another.
Half Hug
A quick wrap, lightly touching your partner where your arms only go halfway around (hence, half a hug).
Hello & Goodbye Hug
A quick, semi-close hug paired with a kiss on the cheek.
Hug of Joy
A semi-close hug with excitement and movement that often times includes a bit of excitement jumping.
Passionate SqueezePull your partner in closely and give them a passionate squeeze as you gently kiss along their neck.S
nuggle Hug
Usually works best when sitting on a couch, etc. Drape your arm around your partner's shoulders and snuggle up in close!
Spoon Hug
While not normally thought of as a hug, the 'spoon' is essentially your arms wrapped around your partner -- a hug! While lying in bed on your side, pull your partner close and wrap your body around theirs in a 'spoon' position.
Sympathy Hug
Pull your partner close and lay their head lightly on your shoulder as you give their back a light rub.
Tree Hug
Find a large tree (perhaps while picnic-ing), and each partner wrap their arms around the tree to meet the other partner's hands.
Tuesday 11 August 2009
Let GO~
Let go... why??
i've been asking myself..
why some of my friends are no who they used to be last time.. before we grow up..
before we finish spm..
i really do miss the days when we were younger.. the days when we cared for each other..
the days when we dont think so complicated.. when we used to laugh and do silly things together..
hmmm how i wish i can turn back time..
but this past month i realised that most of my friends.. they dont seem to look back anymore..
i asked my mom.. and the answer she gave me "they move on.. and u too should let go and move foward and not back ward"
i think about here answer for a while.. means that i cant really accept for that mean time..
but now.. i finally understand..
I HAVE to let go..
let go for a better future..
to let go.. to put new things in your future..
to meet new people.. new situation to grow..
do i have to let go completely??
i dont think so..
i still can keep that memory in my heart and maybe take it out once in a while..
i wont forget my friends.. i mean i m not like some of the people out there who completely erase their previous memory.. no i wont..
that's why i am not changing the address of my blog.. :)
cuz it's easy to remember hahahahahaha
even there's no more 5taqwa.. and few years from now.. no body will remember 5 taqwa anymore.. but they cant deny the momories we had. :)
YOKE.. Let go.. MOve foward :P
i've been asking myself..
why some of my friends are no who they used to be last time.. before we grow up..
before we finish spm..
i really do miss the days when we were younger.. the days when we cared for each other..
the days when we dont think so complicated.. when we used to laugh and do silly things together..
hmmm how i wish i can turn back time..
but this past month i realised that most of my friends.. they dont seem to look back anymore..
i asked my mom.. and the answer she gave me "they move on.. and u too should let go and move foward and not back ward"
i think about here answer for a while.. means that i cant really accept for that mean time..
but now.. i finally understand..
I HAVE to let go..
let go for a better future..
to let go.. to put new things in your future..
to meet new people.. new situation to grow..
do i have to let go completely??
i dont think so..
i still can keep that memory in my heart and maybe take it out once in a while..
i wont forget my friends.. i mean i m not like some of the people out there who completely erase their previous memory.. no i wont..
that's why i am not changing the address of my blog.. :)
cuz it's easy to remember hahahahahaha
even there's no more 5taqwa.. and few years from now.. no body will remember 5 taqwa anymore.. but they cant deny the momories we had. :)
YOKE.. Let go.. MOve foward :P
Saturday 1 August 2009
makes me think~
i love to think~
not really thinking though.. more to day dreaming.. lol~
despite being busy everyday but i will still give myself atleast a second or two..
just to make my mind drift to a far distance..
or is it maybe after i read the book mr.darcy and me~
hmmm
i m always into old fasion and vintage..
i love antique... i love the time when men were more honest.. reliable and charming :D
those were the days when people really know the true meaning of LOVE..
i studied teenagers or even adults now a days they dont really know the meaning of undying love and helplessly devoted to someone(LOL i said it as thought i know)
to be honest.. i happen to have some oppinion about love...
for me love is something unconditional..
i mean u can love someone unconditionally (like me to my parents and vice versa :D)
u can fall in love so deeply with a person even when everybody's talking bad things about him/her.. you r deaf.. love blocks every bad thing that is going into you~
and when u r in love.. u r really devoted to that someone..
everything about that person seems to be important to you..
even the tiniest bit of all~
love is undying.. and there wont be a expiery date...
love is so not the type of CINTA KONTRACK(omg it's so damn childish)
i personally.. wont and cant accept that kind of.. JOKE???
hmmmm.. i m really sick of doing things that i m doing now..
i hope to take jean austin's advice...
i m trying.. really hard..
hmmmmm
not really thinking though.. more to day dreaming.. lol~
despite being busy everyday but i will still give myself atleast a second or two..
just to make my mind drift to a far distance..
or is it maybe after i read the book mr.darcy and me~
hmmm
i m always into old fasion and vintage..
i love antique... i love the time when men were more honest.. reliable and charming :D
those were the days when people really know the true meaning of LOVE..
i studied teenagers or even adults now a days they dont really know the meaning of undying love and helplessly devoted to someone(LOL i said it as thought i know)
to be honest.. i happen to have some oppinion about love...
for me love is something unconditional..
i mean u can love someone unconditionally (like me to my parents and vice versa :D)
u can fall in love so deeply with a person even when everybody's talking bad things about him/her.. you r deaf.. love blocks every bad thing that is going into you~
and when u r in love.. u r really devoted to that someone..
everything about that person seems to be important to you..
even the tiniest bit of all~
love is undying.. and there wont be a expiery date...
love is so not the type of CINTA KONTRACK(omg it's so damn childish)
i personally.. wont and cant accept that kind of.. JOKE???
hmmmm.. i m really sick of doing things that i m doing now..
i hope to take jean austin's advice...
i m trying.. really hard..
hmmmmm
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