living breathing waking up in the morning starts getting easier as the days gone by with you with me.
I have made you my support system. All these while I have been searching, for the piece that long missing.
For I have found you and you found me.
Yes, we have stupid fights. I call you ass hole. we made up, we fight again. Spending all the time with you. making me more vulnerable in the way that i need you more in my life than ever.
You are my support system. I just want to cling on to you. I've always said your smile is like the sun in so many ways.
Just one smile. one tiny little joke. you light up my day. No matter how bad my day is, you tend to have the magic to make me feel ok.
Like, i can depend on you.
like there's nothing to worry in the world.
like there's nothing out there for me to focus on except you.
like there's nothing in the world that can call upon my soul except your voice.
this explains why i always need to have you with me.
this is why only with you i feel free.
We had the most amazing time, going to arcades, having picnics, street performing our late night drives
even just spending time cuddling and watching movies means so much to me.
No matter how cruel and harsh you pretend to be, deep down under that mask, i know you. I know what you have for me. I know from that broken pieces of heart I can help you pick them all up and fix them back.
You are all I want.
Even we disagree on so many things, yet, there are so many other things that we agree on. We have the same vision for life.
from everything that is bad about you, i want to only see the good side of them.
I am not sure about shit. You are the only thing that I am 101% sure.
I guess relationship is all about forgiving compromising and accepting each others.
Thank you for accepting my flaws, my snores, my craziness, my sudden mood swing.
There are times where we feel like giving up on each other, or even gave up. Sometimes I wonder, why should we?
It wasn't easy for us to finally have this bond, why break it? Why must we ruin this beautiful amazing relationship that we built?
I am still learning to control so much. and this is only so much i could do.
I am so sorry. for literary everything.
Watching videos of you singing, that tiny sparkle in your eyes. As if you sing the song of my heart. serenade my soul.
I said, you are my life. always is, always will be. nothing can change that.
I am writing this to repair whatever is broken, for me being selfish, for me to want more than you can give.
I can't promise you anything.
All i can promise is, you have me.
Sorry for being so cheesy.
Sorry for not updating anything.
All i can say is there's only good times with you that I cherish so much that i don't want to share with the world.
I am selfish like that.
I love like that.
I am insane, head over heels in love with this jerky ass hole dick head.
I love you noob.
-Always-
