I found out that the frequency of me writing is getting lesser and lesser year by year. Why is it happening? i can't answer it myself. Lazy? or simply just lack of inspirations.
wanting to shine too much makes you feel more dull. so i might as well stay as i am.
i once heard lady gaga said that we should worship ourselves. Love who we are, because that's all we've got.
This is true. no matter who you are. How you look like, you are special. Really special. because God made you like this. Unique. We all are His baby.
feelings that i couldn't express. I want salvation. save me from reality. Lets run and get married at some exotic island under the most romantic moon light. Just me and you. Ignoring the world.
living in a world with so many faces. I am impressed that i can survive. but with him no mask or camouflage is needed. I can be myself and knowing that he's loving every minutes of it.
Praying to god to make it through everyday has became a routine for me. Teaching myself how to put a smile on my face not a soul knowing how desperately i needed you by my side.
He's a great guy to take the responsibility, I am happy for her. I really am. :) I wish them happiness and prosperity. pray that they are all healthy.
How do you measure wealth? I think most of us measure it based on the figures in our bank account. from now on, i am trying to measure wealth by how happy i am. the happier i am the wealthier it is.
i mean, what's the purpose of living if we are all constantly counting our money instead of our blessings.
It is amazing that i actually felt relived writing it all out. Glad that writing still have this effect on me.
We shouldn't take life too seriously but there are times that we should act mature. or else people will hate you or worse you are just their laughing stock. Just like how i see you now.
please don't make a fool of yourself just to shine.
Shine with dignity.
he said that he hope i sees the truth one day. i really do pray for it.
Hey guys it's been a while since i updated my blog. I was kinda busy with college re opening and all. trying to adapt i guess.
it may not be a new learning environment but i am staying outside now so i have to take the bus to college EVERYDAY just like any other college students :)
this is actually exciting for me. I can't really explain but, i actually do not have MONDAY blue. LOL but i think i will probably get bored of all this in a few months time.
Ok. The title of my blog clearly states what i want to talk about today. I watched a movie yesterday it's called the sorcerer and the white snake I know i know the title is a bit lame. but i think the story line is amazing. i will cut the story short LOL
this is actually a Chinese classic. a legend a myth maybe. It is about a white snake who can transform itself into human form, she fell in love with a poor fellow, which have great personality. I was not only amazed by the fighting and special effects but also the love they had for each other.
So there was this monk, his job is to fight evil spirits and keep them in this pagoda on an island. he found out that the snake married this poor fellow. Which is forbidden for humans to fall in love with Ghosts and magical creatures.
the monk kept trying to pull both of them apart, at first the poor fellow did not know that his wife is actually a white snake. obviously she transformed herself into a beautiful maiden LOL.
but even after the poor fellow knew about the true identity of his wife, he risked his life to safe his wife and all the promises and vows. the white snake risked her life too, to safe her husband.
I cried hard during the movie. their love for each other is so pure. they want nothing in return but to be able to love each other and to live together forever and ever. they sacrifice for each other just because of love. they are willing to give their life. Just to love.
i don't see such love any more now days. especially among young people. call me nood call me dumb. i don't care. their love is amazing.
but the saddest thing is they can't be together. i remembered the snake said " why is the love between a ghost and a human not counted as love?" she said " i truly love him" and you can see that through her eyes.
no matter how hard they love. how hard they try to be together. in the end.
they didn't make it. the snake's trap under the pagoda probably for a thousand years.
that's the end of it. a sad love story. one of the reason i cried hard is because i thought of me and him.
all we want is to love. but, this world isn't this simple. it's sad but it's the fact.
but above all i am grateful that i am able to love and be loved :)
