Most guys are JERKS

I had a bad day today!

i am not sure when but i am full of negativity!

i cant smile.

i cant think of any happy stuff!

My thoughts are all about cursing words my mouth cant stop cursing!

God i need you right now.

and my mission is to give more love to this world!

i fail! again.

i know i did it 4 times but is this karma?

or should i even believe in it?

Well, back to the point! i find that most guys are Jerks!

they silently steals a girl's heart.
play with it
and lastly RIP IT into pieces!

What the hell are they thinking?!

i guess they just LOVE to hurt other people's feeling.

fuckers out there are you born to hurt? to destroy? please go to hell.

So girls out there!

watch out! your prince charming will come sooner than you think!

so just be patient, wait and most importantly PRAY!

no matter what religion you are i believe that PRAYING is the best solution for EVERYTHING!

calm yourself and let God handle every unknown every uncertainty commit yourself to him and you will have a good life. Just TRUST him.

-i am going crazy without you with me-

My reflection

I made a video yesterday. Edited.

but after replaying again and again.

i became sick of myself!

I was so fake! seriously!

looks like a bitch.

i means it's terrible! i can't bear to watch it anymore. So. i deleted it.

I am a blogger. not a Vlogger :)

i love writing more. don't need to put up any fake accent or any mask.

just to hide who i am.

well, it's father's day today~!

sent Boris a simple text. and made his day. I guess.

I just want to make him proud.

but i don't know how.

i will just continue to be me.

because i am his daughter. not some bitch.

Boris this song is for you :)

i missed watching cartoons with you.

-lazy day-

Forgiveness

There's whole lot of drama going on this few days.

i just can't describe my feelings using words.

you can't understand. but i really do care. i really do want to try!

你最近不说话

怎么了，为什么
是不是有什么事啊
让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱
有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁
你想要的我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
你最近不说话
怎么了，为什么
是不是有什么事讓你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱
有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁
你想要的我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
爱我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
这一次我们都能很幸福

-we cant live without each other, yet..-

Sex equals to Love?

Question of the day!

Sex = Love??

youngsters now a days.

they got a little mixed up.

Love and Lust.

"hey look at that girl. dang~! her bobs and bouncing. I think i am in love." someone once said.

so ladies and gentlemen. boys and girls what do you think?

is he in LOVE or in LUST?

I heard gossips about a guy in my college.

he's decent looking but. I can't believe what he did.

LOL it's nothing serious. really.

In fact i am the one who is always judging the book by its cover.

Is he trading love for sex?

only god knows.

but. think about it. How many of the young girls and boys are still virgin below the age of 18?

how may single, per-mature, uneducated Mums out there??

how may rape cases annually in Malaysia?

I mean the ACTUAL amount.

Teenagers lack sex education.

is it because of something called religion pulling them backwards?

Don't waste unnecessary money and time on county development. (eg: Nuclear plant)

since when Malaysia need nuclear energy to generate power supply?

didn't we learn anything from the earth quake, tsunami, and nuclear plant failure in Japan?

didn't we know that radiation kills silently?

Care more about the younger generations.

The future is the reflection of the quality of education that you are giving them today.

I am proud of Bahasa Malaysia but, please don't be a fool by being bold.

English is still the main language to communicate internationally.

Switching and switching the language makes it worse.

STOP CORRUPTION!!!

STOP BEING UNFAIR

Why can't you government people think straight?

you are all blinded by money that can't be carry forward when you meet you creator.

and all of you crooks will have to answer HIM.

go to hell and burn.

-i want love-