Happy songs

Sun set in Norfolk park. Photo by: yiiyoke 

I am sad already, the thought of leaving Sheffield. 

just the thought itself is too agonizing.

but I am starting to miss, miss lots of stuff in Malaysia. 

I miss you the most.

I miss the food

I miss the ocean :(

this is so stupid and fucked up, sun burn in UK? 

why UK? what's wrong? I never apply any sun screen in Malaysia am i'm not doing any different in UK

How did I get so tanned!

Summer! 

Damn! Lynn said I look like some Hawaiian girl. That's a good thing. I guess. 

I am having too much fun here, 6 more weeks to get my degree and good bye study life. 

Was gossiping about diploma shit last night!

Gosh I never knew i miss them so much.

All the crazy things we did. what the fuck! where did my courage went?

I used to be bold and brave.

not now not anymore.

When did I get so terrified of the dark?

when did I care so much?

 Looking at my face I realised, I am really getting old. :( bitched be like "22 ain't old"

shut up. my skin complexion and all, facial needed! 

Spending and walking around seeing new things, huge mansion pretty gardens.

taking pictures perfecting my skills

living life and learning, growing

life lessons, socialising, putting on masks

constant improvement.

eating gaining more weight, i hope you still love me :'( 

I am fucking fat, strangely happier. paradox of life. 

Me time

I love my once a week me time with music. It's like therapy. 
Thank you :) 

this song is so....

For some reason I am staring to love being alone.
Like. I just love walking alone, shopping alone, sitting alone in my room after each meal.

I guess being alone makes me think more. Pictures became clearer. 
Watching people became my favorite thing to do today besides staring at my phone.

I had a extremely hectic, exhausting week this week. sleeping at 6am (this is what you did to me, you music!)
waking up early just to go hiking (peak district pictures will be up on my facebook soon), shopping and stuff. Have to wake up tomorrow for class.
God i need my sleep!

Only music can help me with my Achluophobia, it means afraid of darkness. 
I am a fucking pussy! :( yes i know. 

Went to Bicester village today. Damn! I realised branded high end fashion is so not me!
1. I can't afford shit
2. I don't think that i can pull any of those bags, cloths off
3. I just don't like them, there's no zing.

But I bought a few stuff for my parents and sister. Pampered much.
LOL
sometimes people are just too weird.
I can't understand what's fucking wrong.
Prada, Gucci, AX, Ralph Lauren. 

Shopping alone today was fun! I mean it. :)
I guess I'm just not that type of girl that worship high end fashion.
I just love wearing my cotton on, forever 21 shits. 

I can't imagine myself wearing formal wear everyday to work!
Please i really hate being neat and I love my casual jeans and old t-shirts with flip-flops! holding my old camera walking around taking pictures. 
How can i dress like an adult when i can't even fall in love with any of the outfit that i saw today.
Excluding Alexander McQueen which is horribly expansive!

-damn. life. How am i going to survive?-