25/10/09

He is my super No.1

The freaking lump is officially out of my chest :)

well i did it nervously.. damn! how could someone be so cool with it!!
like he's so used to it??

but no answer were given YET! so we r still friends i really hope this wont affect anything~ hehehe

Itu dia
Lelaki yg buat ku jatuh cinta
Orang yg snagt istimewa untk ku
V r still friends..
Entahlah bile kite bleh bhagia
Untk mnjalani hdup brsama
Forever forever
And forever
Is it possible??
Z hope so :)

Damn i can be the second Shakespeare! hahaha

You

;) Freaking imprinted!

fuhhhh.. i think i will do it!
i mean no matter what i just wanna get that lump out of my chest!
what ever your answer or reaction is i m going to vomit it out!

i think we r mature enough to think over it!
no matter what happens later
we r still the same as before :)

go yoke! :D

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

woow i cant believe it's another year again :)

since last year~

well i hope to spend my time with my friends...

maaf zahir batin!

pose penoh xehhh???

hahahahahhaaaa

slamat2 :)

August Rush~ NO RUSH

i changed my mind..
i mean not chicked out~

but
i think it's not the right time.. to do what i am planning~
i start to wonder.. i really feel that way or i think ii should feel that way~

i dont know..
my friends...
they disagree...

but i am head over toes..
hmmm
insane.. but.. not all of them disagree though~
some of them even support me~
but wheni get back home..
and with more time to think~

i thought...

i can wait~
i mean it's not the right time..
altohough the feeling is like bursting out..

but~
hmmmm

maybe he's not the one for me.
and i m not the one for him..

maybe i m born not to have any one...

u know fat soul like me. :)
i guess i m just making a fool of myself infront of others..
i m just a laughing stock~

hahahaha
isn't it funny?

but it's the fact.. the world is cruel.. it even rimes~
perfect compeptition i'll just have to take it~

so no rushing~

Confession of the heart

I am glab to be at home now..

only God knows how much i miss home..



:)

hmmm what's my confession?

after watching final destination.. haha i know i know..
i think that humans r so tiny and weak~ we cant fight destiny, the way we die.. how old we will live..how we look.. wrinkles.. and many many more

but we humans r vry bold! we though that we can handle everything.. we can control the world and the things happening..

but the fact is we are still way behind and weak to take control~

we dont know how where when we will die..
life's short.. our very first destination is our final destination..

dont you think so??
i mean after we r born we have to die..
what's the purpose to be born if we have to die???

haha! that's when i realized that everyone is born with a mission..
and after the mission is accomplished we eventually die...

this is just my theory though..

that's why after watching that movie.. i decided to live life to the fullest.. like my best friend used to say :D

i will complete my mission and die peacefully..
i hope so~
we dont know what will happen next..

today i maybe alive but we will never know if tomorrow never comes....

that's y i will try hard to do the best in everything.. to live :)
my life's not all about study.. life's all about fun! EVEN God wants us to have fun!
do you know that?
so i am gonna say it out after all..
i am prepared~

fuuuuhhhhhh i hope so! hehe

hope u enjoy reading :)
it's getting really late and there's a storm coming.. so i better go off to bed~

night :)

deeper conversation.

Not as delicious as they look ;P
I love you guys!!!

18?
yeah i am indeed 18 now..
lol

it was so different to be far from home.. and even celebrating my 1st birthday at a place that don't seem to be familiar.
with the people that i am going to be close with for quite sometime..

lol
18 birthday.. i was really fun and surprising despite the face that i am born on the national day.. but who cares??

no one.. i am just a soul like everyone else..
no different~

but i am really glad and happy to know the people around me..
they make me feel so like a family..

i really wish not to end this closed linked relationship cuz i know i began to love them..

18 seem old to me.. i dont know why but i just feel old.. i wonder..
well i cant write long cuz i am not using my laptop now..
more update later plus pictures! :D