Study

Why should we study like crazy just to get a better job??

i don't understand. :(

well, i really feel bothered by something that i can't tell anyone.

it's like so... difficult for me to think

to change

to make decision.

help.

How can i get help if i can't tell anyone.

that voice keep ringing in my head..

i think i going crazy one day.

really.

i feel a little stupid and regret when i say that. it's OK..

seeking help from God.

pray for me my dear friends.

for what ever problem i am facing.

let me face it without fear and pray that i will PASS all my exams.

-NO FEAR-

exam is like coming. real SOON

Congratulation

I have a secret that i can't tell.

but congratulation to me. mystery's solved

no more wondering.

yeah.

-I trusted you-

23 March 2010 12PM

enjoying the facility if TAR college ;)
in CITC waiting for my next class.. that is half and hour more to go i think..
hehehe

erm what's so special about 23 march??
well, it's about me and him actually.
heh~

It's ALREADY 1 MONTH!

cool right. ;)

i just hope that out relationship grows stronger.
but unfortunately.. i know.. one day we are gonna separate.
i dunno why am i having those kind of thoughts.
maybe it's because i don't feel like leaving you at all..
lol

since i can't control anything.
i might as well commit it all to GOD.
i trust him.

one more week to your birthday.
Hope you get your surprise.
Hope to meet you. i am going crazyyyyyy..

-I MISS YOU-

Black and white

Black.. a colour of darkness and evil

White the opposite of it.. it's pure and bright.

When same is the same.

and there's no use of thinking about it anymore.

I might as well walk and move on.

When the words are said.

Action is prove.

Hearts are broken.

Mending is impossible.

I might as well go.

When the true colours are shown.
Realisation struck.

I might as well move on.

When decisions are made.

The clock can't be turn back.

When you think you are white and i am black

WE might as well walk different path.

Hatred and Happiness

i chose to be Happy.

because i live for myself not for you.

When i say i LOVE you.

i really mean it.

and when you say that word it hurt as much as saying I LOVE YOU with fingers crossed.

When the problem can't be fixed

it might as well be ignored.

Is this THE END?

we don't know.

that's all i could say.

when the blog become public. i don't mean you.

When i heard I LOVE YOU from him.

I replied. I care about you too. :)

glad to have him.

glad to know GOD.

-nice to meet you. Good Bye-

Going down

failed one subject in my finals. =.=ll

boo huuuu for me..

Fundamentals of accounting SUCKS~

well, resit is the only solution.

failed my Finance coursework..

damn~ 1 more question to pass :(

PLEASE PRAY FOR ME my friends~

please.

miss you babeh~

when will we meet???

-NOT TO FAIL AGAIN-

Alice in Wonderland

I watched it yesterday :)

nice movie..

eventually LOVED it.

i think i m in worderland now though.

i mean at my friend's house in PV5

It was about assignment at first.

but not anymore.

i m like in paradise :)

i like it here.

don't feel like going back..

lol

it's not because of room mates anymore.

i love my new room mate

she's sweet..

well. i hope that i can wake up from my wonderland and start studying.

tests is getting near

and the date line to summit our coursework is also very near.

we r like here with nothing!

GOD help me.

-Need your Help-

He cares!

i must admit that i am the worst girlfriend ever..

and there's something wrong with my eyes despite the size of it~ =.=ll

I AM SORRY!!!

he actually cares about me.

well i thought that me might regret.

maybe that's the way he is..

i like him the way he is.

I am HAPPY with YOU!!

i won't chose some lousy guy over him!

you! listen! u mean a lot to me!

you don't know how long i've waited for you to ask me that question.

i said YES without having second thoughts!

i like you.

i really do and i mean it~

stop pushing me to some other guy! i don't like them!

-Only Muhammad Shahrul Faiz-

p/s i really hope that you will read my blog.

some how.. without me telling anything about it.

just wish that miracles happen. and you will know how i feel all this while.

One week and more :)

is he the one?

hope so... cuz i like him!

I laugh because you are funny

i smile because i like you :)

hahahaha

i'm like.. love drunk？

i don't know..

maybe :)

but we are still the same though..

talk like we used to.

i think it's better like that.

i like him the way he is.

really do hope that we can last long.

long enough for me and for him.

long enough. but not the end?

i don't really wanna think of the future.

just wanna enjoy now.

i miss him!!!

miss him so badly. that i think i've gone crazy.

when can we meet? :(

sometimes i just want you to be a little sweet.

and care more about me.

i hate to be insecure.

i like it when u call.

send me more sms. :)

tell me u miss me.

all the little things may seem nothing to you but they mean a lot to me.

you wont ever read my blog. cuz you r never gonna find it. hahaha

so i'll just keep it to myself until one day.

you realized.

hope it's not too late.

and i like you! really i do! :)

my frog prince.

-The talking Frog-