Friday 11 January 2013

Red, Yellow, blue, and black




Red is my color for passion. The burning desire for something. 
My desire my passion for him, for photography for everything. 

My my world would be so yellow when I'm happy. When the sun rises and the bird chirps. and you know it. You know it for sure today's gonna be a good good day. 

Blue when ever i'm near the ocean. I love the place where i was born, so peaceful so quiet so beautiful. the ocean breeze the salty sensation on your skin. 

Black. When my world starts to crumble. when I fall to deep deep depression. When i cry everything thinking how can i fix us? fix myself? how to get out of this shit hole. 

2012 was a great year. 2013 is going to be better. I know it. I met SAM BUNKFACE like WHAT THE FUCK! and actually found his guitar pick that he threw :) 
Let us just forget everything bad that happened in 2012 and embrace 2013. 
And yes i do have my new years resolutions. :) 

Sorry for not writing. I was lazy and busy. Studying for my finals. Damn. Time sure is human's worst enemy. 
Oh how he runs. in a blink i finished my Advance diploma final exam. 5 more months to step on Sheffield's soil. I pray oh i pray to the Lord God Almighty that all of us get through this. 

We went karaoke after fucking Risk Management paper. In a thousand years i never thought that we would be that happy together. Sorry for not liking you guys from the beginning. That full 4 hours was the best i had in my advance diploma years. Glad that we did this together. 
who cares if i lost my voice after that. who cares? 

bought my new year's shirt. I am actually going back tonight :) 
kinda happy and worried :-S LOL

Yes it's time for my vacations mentally. 
and yeah i really can't write when it's not raining 

-Happy New Year. I love you- 
Thank you for reading all these years.