The bird

I saw a bird last night.

just outside my room.

I think it was hurt or something.

It couldn't fly.

no matter how hard it try.

i wished i could help.

but i did nothing but cry.

just standing there looking.

waiting for time to consume it.

waiting for it to die.

it's really sad to see a creature die slowly.

what have it done wrong to deserve such pain and punishment?

poor little bird.

no matter where you are.

R.I.P

the rain taps on my window-pain

is the sky crying for you little bird?

or is it sad because i am useless,

did nothing to help you.

he said" he'd help the bird if he were here."

i know he will.

I am sorry.

so sorry.

that i did nothing but cry.

-short life of a little bird-

I am BACK

I am back for good. I guess.

I know I've had some mental break down recently.

Just so you know. This blog meant a lot to me. it's my way of telling my stories.

despite that, I find that i am attached to it.

and when she commented my blog.

i couldn't accept it.

and i gave up.

that's what i always do.

GIVE UP.

Honestly i missed writing.

Not that i can't live without it, but. i hate to block any inspirations.

i can't write as fast as before.

i struggled just to make up sentences.

I wasn't like that.

I know stuffs that i write may not suit everyone.

and i can't force people to like me.

So, i decided i pick up writing again.

Thanks to all my friends that gave me support.

someone once told me that" Even i don't understand your writing, but i enjoyed reading them.."

i know it doesn't make any sense.

makes him look more adorable and lovable.

Thank You :)

I got myself a Holga 135BC

I really wish that i can express myself through LOMO.

will post the pictures after finishing my 1st roll of negative.

Thanks again. For singing this to me.

Miss You to the MAX!!

Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are

And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Her lips, her lips
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy

She's so beautiful

And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same

So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

-She hated it because she thought that she would lose me, i tell her. she wont be, because she is my guardian angle-