Wednesday 24 February 2010

2nd Day

erm hello..
2nd day of what??

hahahahahaha
hey single girl ain't single anymore :)

yups officially with him.
he is really special and hope that it'll last hahahaha
it's not that i am not serious. but.. u know.. things can change.. and people too.
so.. i really do commit everything to God.

i pray that he's always with me.

erm.
hey i really do like him :p

23/2/2010

a really special day.

-to me and super number 1-

Saturday 20 February 2010

11:41 PM

i' m like on my bed. with 2 freaking girls with breath problems..
i feel like fainting.
HELP ME!

today i walked on the clouds
and feels like flying.
although it's my last day in KT
but. i like it!

will always miss KT and friends..
of family of course.

but i miss u most!

-love your hand-

Friday 19 February 2010

Blueberry CSL

Got my new phone yesterday ;)
it's a white blueberry..

i chose blue at first.. and then something went went wrong i had to go to the shop..
and they changed a new 1 for me.. unfortunately the blue 1 is out of stock.. at last i took the white one.

looks classy too though ;)
happy to get it..
yeah i wont lose i again of course.
hahaha

thanks to my benefactor (you don't wanna know who)

hehehe

the only problem now is sending n receiving MMS.
hmmm

will try to settle it soon!
i wanna MMS my super number one!
hahahaha

that's all for the update.
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR.
going back on the 21st.

hmmm
what ever.

-Pagi Yang Indah-

Monday 15 February 2010

19th Chinese New Year


14.2.2012
a very special day :)

It's Chinese New Year and also Valentine..
Love and happiness is in the air...

ohhh yeeaahhhh

and i want you all to meet him!
:)

it's not that we are together but.. i really do like him though..
like really.

hope to get blessing from you all.
if it's acceptable.

:)

Thursday 11 February 2010

what's in it for me?

hmm..
11/2 12:34am
yesterday was a fucking pissed off day!

i did something wrong, booking flight tickets.
the whole house's like quarreling about it.
especially my dad.

yeah i m useless.
but don't forget i m still your daughter.. for gods sake u made me!
hmmm
no really in the mood.
i m depress.
i feel lonely
and useless in this world.

so i see failure in the world.
nothing good is in for me i guess.
all i ever wanted.
i don't think i can get.

just because i did it?
i mean.. everyone is doing it. and i don't think it's consider a sin.
it's just lust! i can't control it. although i vow numerous time not to do it again
but! i can't resist the temptation in my head!
it's too difficult!

i've been controlling myself but.. no use. i did it again and again.
God help me!
are you with me?
i wonder.
i love you very much
and i can't live a day without you God.

please be with me.

-I am SORRY-

Saturday 6 February 2010

therefore i miss you

yeah i really do miss u.

too many things happening around.
my great grand mother with her UNGRATEFUL SON!
and her leg

and now... i can't even have a nice Chinese New Year.
i do hope that u come back..

i wanna meet you.
although you can't really help much :p but with you beside me.
everything's fine.
you always make me smile.

i don't need any gifts or surprise. i just need you with me.
so stay.

to my super number one. :)

hope that u know who u r.
but i don't think that you have the chance to read this but, that's everything in my heart.
that's what i wanna say to you.

BE with ME.
therefore i miss you.

Wednesday 3 February 2010

寒冷的韩国

嗨,这是我第一次用华语写blog.. 感觉有点奇怪。。
不过。。这应该是好的开始吧。。荒废了好几年的华语。。现在,在很努力的进步着。:)
全新的开始。。

寒冷的韩国?是因为看太多的韩剧了吧。。上瘾,让人无法自拔。。
如果这世上真的有像剧情里的男女主角。。那该多好。。永远都是美好结局。。
在这残酷的世界会有美好结局吗??
就像我。。
白痴的等了好几年。。到最后他还是。。他。

我的世界里永远都不可能有他的存在。:)

cool~ my first blog in Chinese..
WAYTOGO! high 5 YOKE!