Half A YEAR?

I seriously can't believe we came this far. :)

i am glad that i know you.

Lucky to have you.

every month comes with a miracle.

a "i can't believe"

time passes really fast.

but somehow. it seems so slow during this exam week and all.

seriously can't wait to go back home. :)

I MISS YOU!

how i wish that you were here.

hate that we can't talk long on the phone.

CURSES!

p/s i know it's a little late to update my blog but.

-the most important is 23 :)

and forever and always?-

下雨

今天特别多感触，突然间很想用华语涂鸦。。

现在。。下着雨，听着外面的雨水声，真的有一点点的怀念

我也不知道我在怀念什么，就是。。。很难解释的感觉，寂寞吗？

我已习惯了。

音乐是我的忠实同伴，没有它我会很不知所错。

写部落格是什么一会事？我很难回答。

我所写的。。。并不代表什么。。那只是一瞬间。。。

本来因该乖乖的读书，但我。。。。。

有时灵感来得快，去的更快。

下雨天，网络收讯简直差到极点。。

没心情了。

亲爱的，我在等着你。。

-真的很难明白-

13 August 2010

it was fun yesterday. with my friends, at the beginning of the day.

when you gave me the morning call that i am always waiting for.

I MISS YOU!

seriously.

am i getting too desperate or something?

am i annoying you?

i mean i can understand you situation now but.

erhh!! what ever.

plus. i really think i am going to lose something important to me.

what's happening???

everything is USED TO BE now.

yeah, you the best. you own everything.

and i am freaking fucked up!

this sucks!

this life sucks!

what if i really stumble trough my diploma and advance diploma?

i will get a job and?

start working?

what the hell??

and what's life all about??

i don't want to end there?!

my mum and dad always say that i can go when i can pay.

when is it??

when i am old and haggard?

when i am fat and old?

when i am a lonely woman with 12 cats??

i though my mum would understand.

life after marriage and having kids.

i am not saying that i am gonna get married now.

NO! BUT THINK OF IT!!!

sometimes i do think that, to play around is better than facing one person.

I AM NOT SAYING THAT I AM PLAYING AROUND.

but.........

i need vacation~!!!

to get out of here!

OUT OF MALAYSIA~

to leave everything behind and start over again.

when i see you, and when we walk side by side. i felt extremely happy.

so happy that i can't control but keep smiling and laughing all the day.

a lousy manager of feeling indeed.

-do you still love me as before?-

Account

why am i hating you so much???

i failed.

one more chance for me to make things right.

i hope i can do it.

but even i pass this doesn't mean that i will pass final. :(

why am i being so negative?

i don't know!!!!!!!

there's a lot on my mind now.

thanks for the prayers..

i really need them~

as if i can take a break.

i really need one!

-feels like crying-

最浪漫的一首歌

很久都没有在我的部落格乱画了。

今天很有空，刚从夜市回来。。真的好饱。

什么是浪漫？

其实我也不是很清楚。

可是我浪漫的定义是和他在一起，不管在哪儿，做什么，听着谁的歌。

能和他在一起就是浪漫，很幸福。

想当年，我对自己说要谈一场轰轰烈烈的恋爱。。现在算是吧。

得到了，感觉很不可思议。。

时间总是往前跑，我不是赛跑健将，很难赶上。。

我在后面追。

考试快到了，他会问我准备好了没。。亲爱的，我可以回答，我很怕，还没准备好，我需要你。

可是，我知道这是懦弱的答案。他不会接受，所以我会很坚强的面对。

赶快考完，马上飞回去见你 :)

总有一种感觉叫我，珍惜现在。。

我会～！

如果我跟他的现在，会变成将来的过去。。

这一定会是一个动人，浪漫的爱情故事。

-心爱的我很想你-