Sunday 17 June 2012

My Daddy



My daddy,
 he is the strongest man I know, when i was little i remember stepping on his back giving him massage. and sometimes he would tickle me and my sister he can even lift both of them up! :)
He always bring me to the tennis court to see him play. I always enjoy riding my bike around the court and picking yellow flowers. and whenever he's away for his studies he would bring back little gifts every time he comes back home.

My dad is a really strict and discipline man, he always teaches us the best way to get things done, he wants us to keep the house neat and clean. He hates nonsense. He will always teach us to behave our-self. Despite all the spanking he sometimes really pamper us. Whenever we get good grades he will reward us :)

My dad is a really healthy man, he LOVE to exercise, when i was little he use to bring be to the beach behind my grandma's house, sometimes he will bring me jogging, hiking, biking. i mean anything that a dad will enjoy doing with his children. He always always control our food intake, we are trained to eat healthy. :)

My dad is a man who loves his 3 princesses equally. he treats us all the same. He never wants us to get hurt.

My dad is tough! it's not common for an Asian man to show love and affection everyday by giving hugs and kisses. they usually hide their feelings. You'll understand if you'r an Asian. LOL but in the end we always know that he love us.

My dad is the smartest person ever! He is really quick witted. He is really good in planning anything! especially our finances and he always plan ahead. I really wished that i got that from him. One thing about my dad, he always make the best decision. He always have the best taste is everything. Obviously, just look at my mum for instance, 50 but still hot and rocking!

My dad is very knowledgeable, he LOVE to read news papers, novels, articles and he wants us to be like him too, a wise man indeed. although none of us reads the newspaper but we sure are novel addicts :)

My dad is a wonderful teacher, his students LOVE him! respect him and idolise him! What's not to like about Mr.Ong? :) He gives the best advice and tons of motivations!

My dad is a really good cook too! sometimes he is even better than my mum :p

My dad is a family man, he love to spend time with us. and I adore that in him, I like that he always put us first.

My dad is a kind man he is always nice to people :)

As i grow older, i realised everything that he did is because he love us. Although sometimes i did things that pissed him off and he made me mad. we don't usually agree to each other.I am sorry. :( you know me. always the black sheep. honestly i hope that you are proud of me. maybe just a little. Even if i spend most of the time texting, calling other guy but i hope that you know I LOVE YOU more than any of the guy out there. You are the only man in our family, we need you forever :)
I am not a good girl, I didn't turn out the way you wanted me to i guess. But i will never stop trying to make you proud. we can't ever repay you because you've done so much for us. But i promise to be a good girl always :)
Well, here i am, far away from you, I will always think of you in any big decisions that i am making. like "what would daddy do in this situation". I really wish that i can be more like you.
I do miss you.
Thanks for doing such a great job as our Father :)
I am always proud of you Daddy. :) You are the best father ever!



Thursday 7 June 2012

Freaking fantasies

Hello world :)

am still Alive and wild!!!!
I can't write without blasting my ears with loud music. I have no idea why.
the weird thing happens when I can't get high scores without music during diamond dash :-S

tough month indeed.

sometimes when i talk to people and start telling them about my fav music, movies and books.
they look at me like I am a total freak :(

am I?
i mean come on I LOVE BUNKFACE
I totally support good Malaysian films.
I LOVE good music despite language origin and what ever shit.

I remembered this one time I had a dream of Bront Palarae. I AM CRAZY about him!
after that weird dream i got worse, it's like i am possessed I can't stop thinking about him about the dream and it lasted for a while!
caused lots of problems between me and Mr.Faiz. LOL
sorry boy.
Bront portrays a matured, successful good looking middle aged man. and young girl like me would want to date.
all the fame and fortune ( I am not sure about his income) he's a really low profile person.

I can't really dig anything from Google. damn! is he married? who is he dating? blaa3.. shits like that.
Good this is he replied my TWEETS!!!!!!!
like fucking finally!!! 



isn't he HOT!!!! <3 

Meanwhile SAM bunkface on the other hand is this rocker boy who's young and successful good looking rich which is in 2 bands!!! Smoking hot vocalist!! Tell me, is there anyone who is not sane enough to fall for both of them!!!

and BTW I've heard people telling me that my boy looks a little like SAM!! -SCREAMS-
maybe it's his aquiline nose, or those big brown eyes.. who knows LOL 
I admit, i felt that at first too, but after all this years. Nah! both of them are different.

Look at him ROCK the stage <3 


Erhhhhhh can i be skinny already! :( sick of staying in this shell. shell of fats.
I want to wear dresses and wear them well, i want to wear bikini on the beach, boys drooling over my HOT body, i want to eat like freaking Korean drama girls and still stay little as fuck.
Oh well fantasies is all i have right now.

RIGHT NOW, future Yoke will be reading this blog and proud that she shed her fat shell :)
Good Job Yoke! if you are reading this in the future, this is the fat you writing.
still stuck at home after class, total ZERO social activities besides facebook and texting.

Future Yoke will be dancing all night long, coming home drunk as fuck and living life like she suppose to!
:)


14 JUNE 2012 JIWA TAIKO!!! both of them are in it SAM and BRONT!! :)
i seriously can't wait to watch! PLEASE don't disappoint me. but i know you wouldn't LOL!!!
i am such a crazy ass bitch!


I am praying for motivations to continue my hectic college life.
you can pray for me if you want to :)

Thanks for reading.