Boys all around me!!

Hey you guys :)


I just got really HORNY today (ya i know girls you've had those days) ;)
Weeeeeeeeeeee~~


Ok i know i shouldn't be doing this since, you know i got my finals coming up this SATURDAY! but i love this blog so much i couldn't leave it alone :p


We are going to talk about BOYS today! Are you excited or what??! LOL


I've had crush and crushes on tons of boy before i was in a relationship with him. like seriously i literally "fall in love" with ALL THE GUYS, i know SLUTTY.
but i sure have a certain type.


Just so you know I have no interest in Chinese guys :-S i am not being a traitor here! I just don't like em! I like something different from what i am and sometimes Chinese guys really pisses me off! Seriously! 
that's why i am in a relationship with a Malay. Hey! please be clear that i do not have preference over Malays too it's just a coincidence that my boy is a Malay. It could have been an American boy, a British boy ya know the blond hair and the ocean blue eyes (melting) 


so i was crazy over METAL ROCKER EMOISH type of guys when i was like 16,17. like seriously i LOVE drummers, guitarist especially their HAIR! I mean hair is the most important part of the face! Imagine me being bold! when you get a bad hair cut it just ruin EVERYTHING literally! 

Ohhh Boy! Look at THEM! (THE HAIR)

So much for rocker guys. I kinda like guy with clean cut hair, with ABS! ABS ABS ABS! I don't really fancy skinny Asian guy seriously! i mean they can't even protect themselves :-S Guy like this walking on the street will really catch my eyes :) <3 LOVE 

They are just PURE BEAUTY! 

Looking good in ANYTHING they put on! (although i prefer you to be topless) LOL! Honestly he will be soooooooooo Jelly when he read this! ^______^ but he know my choice of guy. PIKACHU I CHOSE YOU! 

eating SUSHI like a BOSS!

But ladies! LOOKS are not what that matters the most! it's their awesome personality that i fall into! Who wants a guy whose face's like an angle but having shitty attitudes?! NO! 

Find a guy who treats you right! Love you for WHO YOU REALLY ARE! not that ass of yours. not your big ass tits! we all want a guy who's committed loyal and someone you can trust and rely on! not some guy who wants to fuck you. like a drunken pikachu! 

NO! 

So, i hope you like my topic of the day! :)

Please PLEASE PLEASE leave comments down beloooowwww, tell me what type of guys makes you wanna scream! :) i really want to know. 

WILL CONCENTRATE on my studies now! WISH ME LUCK GUYS! :)

see you SOON! 

thanks for reading :) -kiss kiss hug hug- 

Little sweetness in this bitterness

Hey :) 
hows everyone.


He came and went back :(
Ok I was thrilled when he surprised me when he magically appear at my door step :)


To all my new readers I just wanna give yall a brief introduction to my life.
HELLO WORLD. I am Yoke. 21 this year, I started blogging few years ago. It's mainly about my classmates and school life. 
After i finished my secondary education I started to write about how miserable my college life is, staying with a bitchy roommate plus a little of my crush (which currently is MINE) LOL a little about national service and shit like that.
I am a very emotional person. Yes i admit. I write when i am happy i write when i am depressed. I am also lazy as fuck. I mean seriously i wonder where did i get my laziness from? is it my dad or my mum? O.o


Ok carry on. I used to write my blog in a way that only me myself and i understand them. but. NOT ANYMORE fellow friends. I am going to expose everything about me here. Well, when i say EVERYTHING i don't mean EVERYTHING. ya know a lady needs her privacy ok! 

                                   THAT'S MAH BOY :)
and yeah. My boy. I am in a relationship with a Malay boy. I hope yall can imagine all the drama that's happening between us and my family :-S it's like a never ending war. damn! it'll be the end of the world if i start telling my family dramas. Oh well, I am hopelessly in love with him (we meet during national service). :( what can i say fate is a really confusing creature. I was LOVE at first sight and i am not exaggerating when i say FIRST SIGHT. It was like my heat skipped a beat when i saw him :)


flash forward to 23 of March 2012 we are together for 2 years and a month :) since we are studying at different place he would come visit almost every month. He usually arrive late at night. like 11pm late. :-S i know it's not that late but hey! i've been waiting since forever! But that day really was a surprise. He texted me about sending his soul to me (ya i know.. weird) and i was like "you'll be reaching late anyways." 
when the clock strikes 5.45pm he texted me again, this time he said his soul is at my front door and asked me to open the door. and BANG!!! HE WAS THERE! STANDING OUTSIDE LIKE A PRINCE CHARMING. <3 


it was fun being with him and all but UNFORTUNATELY. EXAM is near clock is ticking. my first paper is on his birthday! (31 March) SAD :(


But, a smart girl always plan ahead. I celebrated his 21st birthday with the cutest Oreo chocolate cake (that spoil my diet =o=''') but his smile and hugs and kisses and happiness is all that counts. screw diet plan for a day. 


Today i am back on track again :) shed some weight at the gym and writing while waiting for my sweat to dry off. 


Damn this post is long. i can get REALLY REALLY excited when i talk about him <3 :) (BLUSH) 


so, that's all folks. hope you enjoy reading mah post for today. :)


Good Day -bows- 

2012 i feel like starting again

Hello :)
it's a long time since i got a mental break down.  since you all say that the world is gonna end in 2012
i thought why not continue to do what i love. 


am i a boring person? seriously. how can i improve my blog if no body comment on it. 
sometime it's really frustrating and sad! 


damn, i miss writing but i am really getting rusty and all. last post was like. last year. O.O
i love this blog.


all the post all the updates here are from my heart. and i am not going to delete any of them.  


so much is going on right now i just don't know where to start. all i could say is. i am NOT happy. 
:(
cuz i am stupid and ungrateful. 


boy friend drama family issues exam fever 
Gosh. can i die now.


just so you know, i am trying to lose some pounds here. by some i mean A LOT! 
ain't wanna be big mama forever! 


well, that's all. thanks for reading and stopping by. i would really appreciate a comment down there :)


have a nice day.