30 January 2011

:)

The town is paint yellow.

i have so many things to say.

but i can't keep posting wallposts on facebook.

looks weird.

so i might as well say it here.

OUT LOUD!

i think i am sick.

not literally sick but...

no body would understand.

even me myself don't understand the way i behave.

early in the morning

the noise and all.

PLEASE give me a break!~

Enough already!

don't spoil the day!

it's just a picture of people's religion or celebration.

you don't need to pass it around like...

i don't want to say that word.

and what about you?what about you pasting everything all around the country!

with the amplifier on so loud

all around this!

should people delete it.

should people burn it down like you did to others?

like you asked your followers?

i just find it hilarious!

don't try to tell me about the war!

it's been hundreds of years.

what are you fighting for??!!!

the stupid piece if land?!

or the same Him?!

Just to be clear we did not make a sound when you announced to be Superior.

for more than 50 years we kept quiet.

and what we get?

No! what our younger generations get?!

it's a shame.

sometimes i wonder.

when you say freedom of speech do you mean by killing someone when they know the truth and is about to tell the public about it?

Do you want our country to lead or to be lead by others?

Do you want our younger generations to fight among each other and have no more peace.

Do you want our country to drown and never be brought back to surface again due to burdens, corruptions and many others necessaries bull shit to pull it down?

Didn't you notice that?

I love my country! and i am proud to say i am from where i am. MALAYSIA.

but please.

don't make us hate you.

don't make us feel disgusted when you say the word ONE.

please.

Stop it all.

i know it's complicated.

but everything starts by somebody leading. someone that dares to take the step and change.

great leaders.

Where are you.

i know you are here.. somewhere.

Please come out and guide your nations. away from darkness.

Let us see LIGHT.

**all of the above are just my own point of view of the situation that people around me face.

i am not responsible and no charges should be taken against me.

-The moment of truth is near-

Let go

I changed my blog's URL.

guess it's time to let go.

well, makes no difference though.

change it or not my readers are still the same.

:)

i even change the layouts. looks better now

glad to have changed it :)

hope you all like it.

to who ever out there..

reading my blog :)

thanks.

really appreciate it!

worried.

but i know he can take care of himself. :)

-You too :)-

Bonding

Damn that was long time ago :)

Yesterday i found out a few pictures of me and my friends during National Service.

I had fun uploading them. :)

and the best part is tagging them!

i can't believe most of us still stay in touch.

but some.. is no where to be found.

I've been searching for him for a long time.

but i just can't find him yet.

I don't know when. but i hope one day he would find me.

my number 1 supporter? i guess. LOL

and sad thing is i can't find Bravo's flag.

i thought i took a picture of it.

well, let the by gone be by gone.

we were far from each other.

we cried we laugh.

we are still far from each other.

when?

when can we be together on the 23rd?

it's more than i miss you.

it's not just that.

i desperately want us to meet.

without all the drama.

when?

-just about to give up-

people don't understand

it's not that i am mad that they are on the same line.

i just felt really stupid.

since they did this to me.

yeah, so much for friends.

it's not like i don't have my own OK!

i am NOT desperate.

and for your info.

go see a dentist

for God's sake!

PLEASE.

am i a circus clown to you?

"i can't wait for you to come home"

DAMN i just can't wait.

I am so excited!

:)

you think that i will go put up a freaking fight with you?

Jesus! it's obvious that you don't know me.

well, it make sense though

we are not that close after all.

you are always in your own world. :)

and i am glad that you are.

fling it all away!

i am going to enjoy my holiday despite yellow is not in town.. YET..

-please stop-

Early

i woke up

and my eyes just wont shut anymore.

i don't want to know why.

today is the 2nd day i am home :)

when i stepped out from the plane.

i can feel sea breeze just gushing through me.

feels so good.

i wanted to shout I AM BACK!

it's nice to be home.

but. without yellow in town.

it isn't complete.

so, here i am.

sitting in a dark empty room.

desperate for people to read my blog as usual.

living my life like a fat bitch.

being laugh and laugh over again

and have no idea about it.

yeah. who cares man!

i am just being me.

thanks for showing the difference though.

i think it was you who left that fucking comment in one of my post.

to hurt me?

i wasn't even close to that.

i was just annoyed to be honest.

this is to show that your self esteem is actually lower than mine.

:)

you don't need to feel better by telling me off like that.

i felt sad for you.

seriously~

i am a fool. a serious joke.

life's just nothing but a serious joke to me.

glad that i am alive.

i missed you.

-please be back soon-

爱情

每个人都说。。爱情是盲目的。

我同意 :)

爱情啊。。

你真的很不可思议。。

一旦得到了你。。就不想放。。

让人。。变得很不清醒。。

你，

把苦的变成甜的。。

不可能，变可能。。

把丑的变美。。

臭的变香。。

你不可能被毁灭。。

如果没有你。。也许这世上就会少了很多快乐。。

但是。。也增加了很多悲伤。。

恋爱的人啊。。

失恋的人啊。。

付出的人啊。。

都是爱情的奴隶。。

得到的越多。。想要的更多。。

付出的再多。。感觉。。还不够。。

我曾经和我一个很好的朋友在班上。。放大声量的唱歌。。

我真的。。很想念当时的我们。。

如今。。一切都变了。。

放弃吧。。人都会变。。

但，忘不了。。

仅有，属于我们俩的回忆依然。。

深刻在我脑海里。。

-现在，真的很想被你紧紧抱着-

2011

Tell me about 2010.

2010. he said "I met a girl. She came into my life. Till now, she's in my heart."

tell me what you think of it.

Facing my laptop and BLAM notes.

all i need is to pass and excel.

all i need is just to get up and run again.

My new year's resolution.

1.I want my parents and family to be healthy and happy always.

2. I will change to be better :) self improvement.

3. May this year be as unforgettable as 2010.

i don't know about us. but. when all is said.

promises are made.

keep it or break it.

it's up to us.

you chose to keep it.

I chose You.

this maybe cheap

but i am not a cheat.

i pour my heart and soul to live my life.

and i can't believe that i am 20 already.

-waiting for you-