Wednesday 31 July 2013

Happy songs

Sun set in Norfolk park. Photo by: yiiyoke 



I am sad already, the thought of leaving Sheffield. 
just the thought itself is too agonizing.
but I am starting to miss, miss lots of stuff in Malaysia. 

I miss you the most.
I miss the food
I miss the ocean :(
this is so stupid and fucked up, sun burn in UK? 
why UK? what's wrong? I never apply any sun screen in Malaysia am i'm not doing any different in UK
How did I get so tanned!

Summer! 

Damn! Lynn said I look like some Hawaiian girl. That's a good thing. I guess. 

I am having too much fun here, 6 more weeks to get my degree and good bye study life. 
Was gossiping about diploma shit last night!
Gosh I never knew i miss them so much.
All the crazy things we did. what the fuck! where did my courage went?
I used to be bold and brave.
not now not anymore.

When did I get so terrified of the dark?
when did I care so much?
 Looking at my face I realised, I am really getting old. :( bitched be like "22 ain't old"
shut up. my skin complexion and all, facial needed! 

Spending and walking around seeing new things, huge mansion pretty gardens.
taking pictures perfecting my skills
living life and learning, growing
life lessons, socialising, putting on masks
constant improvement.
eating gaining more weight, i hope you still love me :'( 

I am fucking fat, strangely happier. paradox of life. 


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