Me time

I love my once a week me time with music. It's like therapy. 
Thank you :) 

this song is so....

For some reason I am staring to love being alone.
Like. I just love walking alone, shopping alone, sitting alone in my room after each meal.

I guess being alone makes me think more. Pictures became clearer. 
Watching people became my favorite thing to do today besides staring at my phone.

I had a extremely hectic, exhausting week this week. sleeping at 6am (this is what you did to me, you music!)
waking up early just to go hiking (peak district pictures will be up on my facebook soon), shopping and stuff. Have to wake up tomorrow for class.
God i need my sleep!

Only music can help me with my Achluophobia, it means afraid of darkness. 
I am a fucking pussy! :( yes i know. 

Went to Bicester village today. Damn! I realised branded high end fashion is so not me!
1. I can't afford shit
2. I don't think that i can pull any of those bags, cloths off
3. I just don't like them, there's no zing.

But I bought a few stuff for my parents and sister. Pampered much.
LOL
sometimes people are just too weird.
I can't understand what's fucking wrong.
Prada, Gucci, AX, Ralph Lauren. 

Shopping alone today was fun! I mean it. :)
I guess I'm just not that type of girl that worship high end fashion.
I just love wearing my cotton on, forever 21 shits. 

I can't imagine myself wearing formal wear everyday to work!
Please i really hate being neat and I love my casual jeans and old t-shirts with flip-flops! holding my old camera walking around taking pictures. 
How can i dress like an adult when i can't even fall in love with any of the outfit that i saw today.
Excluding Alexander McQueen which is horribly expansive!

-damn. life. How am i going to survive?-