Tuesday, 20 January 2009

A love story~


it's not originally by me.. i got it from yahoo~

love ot so much~~ maybe because the guy's name is leo.. lol makes me think of leonardo dicaprio... hahaha enjoy..

It was cold in the early morning, but it felt somewhat warm when he was behind me. My protector, companion, and now my own personal heater. We walked together onto the school grounds and he took my backpack from me every morning when my mom had driven away. I turned and couldn’t help but smiling. His perfect stance towered over me like a battle tower. Although his body looked of a violent person’s body, his face was gentle and always understanding, warm, and inviting with every smile he threw at me, or just about anybody else.

He jerked a smile at me, threw my backpack up in the frozen air from behind his back, and caught it without looking. I smiled. “You are such a show-off, I swear.” I rescued my backpack from being thrown in the air further more. “Hey not my fault your backpack is bigger than you. It looks like you can barely carry it,” he exclaimed. “I’m the one trying to be the good person and carry it,” he said, putting his sculptured arm out and expecting me to give him my backpack. I smiled and nodded “No” and he grinned that irresistible grin that could have made me faint this very second if I hadn’t experienced it before. I laughed in defeat, “No fair!” He laughed and swung my backpack around his toned and extravagant shoulders.

I had sometimes caught myself looking at him for more than five minutes, which was embarrassing most of the time. He didn’t mind when he caught me doing it though, because he was mostly staring at me and of course listening to the teacher at the same time. Even though it was cold enough to where I could see my breath, he had a white button up shirt on with the dog tag necklace he wore everyday. Not a single hair on his arm rose up; never has he been cold.

The morning was cold, as I had said before and now I was shivering. My protective heater took care of that, and now it felt as if there was no cold, like the both of us were looking out from inside. It felt like this all the time when we were alone. As if we were somewhere far from here; it was unexplainable how I felt around him. His warm smelling breath reaching my ice solid ear had disrupted my other ways of describing how I always felt about him.

“Come, I’ll take you somewhere warm,” and he turned and crouched down for me to hop onto his huge back. This had been a first, a piggyback ride. I hesitated for a second, wondering where he was taking me. Then again, he always had his ways of surprising me. I took another cold breath, hopped on, and he walked slowly to the field of the school.

I lingered behind his back, enjoying the ride. He was always too cautious with me to run or go more than one mile an hour when he did anything with me, especially something like this. Sometimes I wondered why he was always too careful like I was a fragile to him. I didn’t mind sometimes; the longer I was near him, the longer his sweet scent of cinnamon apples contaminated my lungs and not to mention my clothes. I found it interesting and strange that this whole time he was carrying me, he seemed not to be using any of his muscles, nor did his voice become strained like it would with anybody else who has carried me. I decided to make a comment and see where it led. “Hey teddy bear, did you go to piggyback riding camp and learn how to carry somebody for hours?” I said, horsing around with his lightly damped bronze hair. It was slicked back today, but as always, naturally slicked back. He chuckled and shook his head. “If it were anybody else, I would have dropped them already,” he responded. I could tell I was blushing and I hid my face beneath his neck and along his shoulder. “Hmmm, you smell good,” I retorted and closed my eyes and took a deep breath of his scent again, hoping it would stay with me forever.

“Okay, lets start climbing” he said, interrupting my intake of his scent. He crouched down and my feet met the frost-covered grass. It made a crunching sound when my feet crushed down on it, breaking the covering of ice. I looked up. We were in the middle of the field, and I was staring at the largest tree we had. He looked up at it and smiled. “Let’s go, we’ll miss it,” he said and he stretched his arm out toward me. “Miss what?” I couldn’t help but asking. I think he muttered the words, “Always impatient” and smiled at me again without answering.

I eyed him and I held out my hand; he griped it firmly and cautioned me up the tree. I don’t think I’ve tripped, fell, or dropped anything since I’ve met Leo. That was just Leo, always behind me, watching my every step. He did just about everything for me without concerning me. Not like it was a bad thing or anything, but I just know that he is always reliable to count on. He was like my own personal bodyguard, but we were both unconditionally in love with each other.

He guided me to the strongest branch on the top of the tree, and then I knew what he was talking about. The sun rose just above the light Blue Mountains, making a yellowish rim across the mountain. The half-dark, half-light sky made a perfect bow on the top and the both of us watching it together made it simply perfect. He then held me tighter in his muscular arms and laid his head gently on top of mine. “My favorite part of the day,” he spoke and we looked on to the mountains. I closed my eyes and just imagined us somewhere else where it was deserted and it was just the two of us, somewhere where we could be together. He released me and I felt the cold touch my back again, I looked around, frightened. “Hey,” he said back up at me; he was already on the ground.

He spread out his arms and said the words I didn’t think he was going to say. “Trust me,” he spoke softly and he smiled up at me. “I will always trust you,” I said back to him and looked down. I had a worried look on my face, so he comforted me further more. “You know I would never drop you,” he said coming closer, this time making a loving smile with his eyes. I blushed, took a deep breath, leaped from the trunk of the tree, and felt the cold air whip through me. My landing was good though. His protective arms swung around me like a cradle from the cold ground. His warm breath filled my lungs again and contaminated my clothes. I opened my eyes and he smiled at me in a sort of cockiness. “You though I was going to drop you!” he said, laughing and holding me closer. The breath of his laugh was so intoxicating that I didn’t know what he said after.

“I knew you were going to catch me, but not if you were going to hold onto me,” I explained while I was still wrapped in his arms. He snorted. “Well, the scary part’s over now,” he teased. I hugged him closer and buried my head into his chest, as if there was anywhere to go.

MMU!!

TEO WEI YAN! so called tu kia(anok babi) bahahahaha

got to go MMU!! erhh... cuz he is good in add math i guess..

form ZERO!! to the highest in the class.. B3 wooow! amazing.. for futher information ask him..

congrats wei yan.. 

west wishes for all taqwarians!

rentas desa just finished yesterday.. glad that i dont need to run!! wuuhuu.. soryy no pictures this time.. forgot to bring my camera.. lol

pss today's my dad'd BIRTHDAY!!

hahaha

Saturday, 17 January 2009

Stories...

KU MENJERIT!!!!!
Syakir jauh.. mama fetty berdekatan

Bowling with fetty and family



itu azwan


itu fetty






mereka berdua




saya photographer





what a month~ tired of learning car.. sick of doing the same mistakes sick of staying at home being so called emo~ sick of myself.. sick of the things that i've done wrong.. the silliness of a young girl~








lucky to have gone to school.. and the wind blows the nostalgic feeling into me.. teachers that were good and kind to me friends who we fought together through our school years... freezed.. lots of flash back...








went to fetty's shop.. it was so kind of her parents to treat us(me and benson). Been going out with her bf(azwan) and her family.. her little sis is so CUTE!! FIFI xbleh tamak nnti jadi kucing! hahahaha








went bowling with her family.. obviously they are very very loving.... kinda envy them ;p








farah came along too~








ermm.. i just wanna.. say something in this post. it's just my feelings..








today is the 1st time.. all this years.. that i can be that close with him again. Most of you probably dont know that person and it's ok. I just need to express.. I am glad and praise God that i know him and actually meeting him again. i just wanna say.. his placing in my heart is consider very high and will continue to be until the time comes until it's meant to end there.. i cant believe i actually still have feelings for him.. it's been 3 or 4 years i guess.. the feelings did not fade away.. although he wont be reading this but i just wanna say.. no matter how u look.. no matter what happen to you.. your placing in my heart is still where it is.. this is part of the confession of my heart..no one is yet to replace you. love?? i dont know.. the kind of connection.. i cant explain it.. or maybe it's just me... lol








after all these years i thought that i can get rid of the feelings.. but.. my heart strated pounding crazily when i saw u.. and it's just the same as the 1st time i saw u.. it will always be beating fast when u r around..








psssss it's not who you think it is.. i mean.. not that A*** guy.








he is some one els a very very special person in my heart :P








sorry for not updating for so long..








1. lazy :D








2. NO STORIES! :0








3...... no other reason better than.. not many people is actually following.. hahahahahahaha








it's only for sef satisfaction huhuuu








thanks for reading guys will upload the pictures later. :)


Friday, 2 January 2009

2January2009~

Actually i wanted to write it on 1st jan but.. hahaha was too lazy...

it's been so long since i last post anything.. this blog seems to be... dead.. lol

well.. i m not doing that good.. some personal problems.. some of you might already know 

but.. i living it right now and it's gonna get better each day!... :)

i really do miss school life.. miss everyone of Taqwarians.. hmmm where r you guys???

not a single news.. i really wanna hang out with you guys.. gimme a call K!

tried to get a job but.. nah~ cant get 1.. even astaka dont wan me :( hahahahaha

it's ok...bored to death.. since that day.. not a single msg.. my phone seem quiet.. hahahaha

that's the past when it would ring in the middle of the night when msg coming in.. yups that's the past and now the future is waiting for me! 2009

welcome new life new story new people new hope!!!

everything is new! GOOD LUCK PEOPLE! and god bless you!

psssss ira dh tunang nge boy!!!! hahahahhaa

WE ARE 18!!!! waaaaaauuuuuu~

Monday, 1 December 2008

FUN SUNDAY!

enjoy the pictures..

Farah...cakir koya.. p qah.. Ben.. cheezy wedges&bro.. yoke comey.. gee gee

went out yesterday..

batu buruk KFC.. it was really fun.. i mean although some of the who promised to come did not show up..

but we still enjoy the day.. The weather was... fine.. despite a little rain but we still can go to the BEACH!!!!!! yeahhh...

too same really funny pictures..

FARAH and cakir.. date for one whole day.. jy & bro.. gee went back early.. 

p qah meet her boy friend.. left me with ben.. but i do enjoy talking with him..

hehehe 

NICE DAY!!! i hope we can meet each other again some other day..

the rain wont stop...

rain rain go away.. :p

well becareful on the road :)

Thursday, 27 November 2008

MERDEKA MERDEKA!!!

SPMMMM!!!! HABISSSSS DAHHHH!!!!!!!

wuuuhhhhuuuuuuuuu

SO DAMN FUCKING HAPPY MAN!!

hahahahahahahahahahahhahaha

psss.. budak2 taqwa.. AHAD NI pkul 10 pagi g KFC batu buruk!!

PAGI SMPAI PETANG!!

hahahahaha

Tuesday, 25 November 2008

THE END OF SPM!!!

FOR SOME of them out there.. TODAY IS MERDEKA!!!!

they finish their SPM~

but for some of us who take EST~

hari khamis hari MERDEKA!!

hahahahahaha

Finally

gonna finish my schooling days.. i kinda miss it already :(

I WILL CERTAINLY MISS ALL OF YOU!! 5 taqwarians my sugar and drugs <3

Monday, 10 November 2008

TOMORROW SPM~~!!!!

SEdar x sedar..

besok SPMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ari ni cuti... 

hey good luck to all!!!

DO YOUR BEST!!!!

WE CAN DO IT!!!

GO GO GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!! :-)

Monday, 3 November 2008

SHUMY IS BACK!

heeee

what a great surprise :)

Shumy kening is back in class...

great to have u back bro... hehehe

btw 1 more WEEK to SPM! 

Sunday, 26 October 2008

GRADUASI 2008

                                                                           hahaha

Happy laa jugak! :) 

ini gmbar2 nyer.. 

Monday, 20 October 2008

SHUMY kening!!!


kening and gang

Kening had been absent for a very long time...

guess where he went..

well as i know he went to Kl to look for privet tutor.. wooow COOL!

all the best to him.. 

just pray that he can come back soon to take SPM and get flying colours..

we miss u a lot bro!

btw congrates to those who got chosen 4 da graduation.. N those who did not get..

DON'T BE SAD!!! there's notinh to be sad about.. btw kite hok g pn kene bayor RM35!!! mahal giler baik xyoh g kn? kn? hehehe relax2

xyoh ah nangis2.. sy sdih gok tngok kamu semua sdih.. btul nih! so PUT UP A SMILE :)

and some quote for u all

There is no such thing as can't, only won't. If you're qualified, all it takes is a burning desire to accomplish, to make a change. Go forward, go backward. Whatever it takes! But you can't blame other people or society in general. It all comes from your mind. When we do the impossible we realize we are special people.




Saturday, 11 October 2008

30 more days to SPM!!!!!!!

uhhhhuuuuuu...

time flies!! 30 more days to SPM MAN!! (11/11)

next month.. we will be sitting in the exam hall...

trying to get the best answer!! ohhh r u all ready?????!!!!!

i hope so~

30 more daysssss!!! ahhhhhhh n we will be FREE!!! yeah babeh!! 

BEST OF LUCK!!!

jgn laa main bnyk ngat.. study laa sket ey~

heeeee :)

cayang u all! muah muah muah seratus kali! :P