greetings from the ocean

Hello :)
Ladies and gentlemen.

Happy Chinese New Year. 
It took me way too long to complete this post. 
I wasn't sure what to write. 

but today, i promise myself i would write.
There are all kinds of milestones in life,  
the kind you expect to live through and there's the kind you would never dream that you would lived through again.

I had an AMAZING head start for this year. i am positive that this year will be spectacular. 
I went back to Yong Peng, Johor (my mum's home town) to celebrate the new year like we always did. This particular trip was a lot different, brings back lots and lots of memories to the time when Chinese New Year was all about controlling my pirate mouth LOL. 

Everyone is all grown up. I couldn't believe that my dear little cousins are actually dating and having crushes. 
It has always been a tradition when all the cousins would gather and sit in a circle, i am always their leader (the oldest of course) there were times when i told them ghost stories, chat a bout boys and girls and just have fun. the little ones would always do silly stuff and make us laugh our asses out. 

but this time, we talked about our passed new years, the things that we did together, the conversations were different, but ghost stories are not excluded. :) 

The trip back to Kuala Terengganu this time was the last time i spend my semester break with my family, soon i will be finishing my studies. Gosh, time do flies. Remember the first time i step into my first lecture the way i cried just because i missed my family. The blog post that i wrote 2, 3 years back. I survived. 
I was taught not to give up. and so i did continue my battle. 
My dad and i did have some intense conversations but i loved it when he tell stories about his childhood, he's not the kind of dad that would share things with us, but at least he did that day. :) i am glad that he did. 

I gained like a gazillion pound due to excessive eating :-S GUILTY! 
it's time to shed those weight, i've promised and failed a million times.
i don't wanna be a failure, i better achieve my goals this time, i mean damn it Yoke! come on! :(

the food the people music and things that happened around me makes my holiday great. 
I wouldn't call it the best holiday but i did enjoy it, meeting new friends, cleaning my house, feeling the ocean wind everyday, exercising with my dad, fighting my sister, playing with spiky spending time with my bffs, eating and enjoying home cooked food, baking and cooking.... 
and missing you. 

being with you is so much fun, i can be myself, we would sacrifice for each other, yes, we fight but we would  hug each other passionately after every stupid argument.
 time spins whenever we are together, no matter how long we spend time together it is always not enough. 

I am not smart but what are you going to call this if the love we have is not true? 
i do not need everyone to agree with us, i just want to be with him.

oh i don't expect smooth sailing life, but as long as we have each other....


-Sorry love, sorry-