Goodbye City

It's raining again, this may be the last time that i'm writing from Kuala Lumpur in a long time. 
In this rented house.

Memories.
packed my stuff.
You can't imagine the amount of things you accumulate throughout the years. 
almost uncountable.

So I guess this is Good  Bye. 
4 years of college life. :)
4 years of wasted time
4 years of life
4 years of struggling, sufferings and fighting. 
4 years of learning. 

It's funny i can't really feel sad. 
or happy. 
I definitely feel relieved.  

Though, I will miss my friends. My dear dear friends. 
I've never imagine we would separate. 
My friends, they are part of my life.
a huge part of the tremendous 4 years of far away from home. 

The beers we drank 
the song we sang
the tears we cried
the streets we walked
the talked we talked.

ends.

I mean we will still see each other again, but it certainly will be a lot different. 
Sad to say, i've never done anything meaningful, wonderful, adventurous, mind blowing.
My college life is not as colorful that i've imagined years back.

It's not that simple. There's a thing call reality. 
and man, he is cruel. and there's another thing called laziness and Yoke. 
so, yeah. 

I was once naive and stupid. 
Yet. I'm still a dreamer. 

"I had a dream my life would be
So different from this hell I'm living
So different now from what it seemed
Now life has killed the dream I dreamed." - Fantine