NEW MOON NEW LIFE

greetings~
hehe
hello i m yoke~

i guess u all already forget me since i never updated my blog since i went to PLKN~
waooo it's really a unforgetable time~
i dont think i would be able to erase it from my memory~

it was the hilight of my youth!
i felt "YOUNG" hahahaha
no i mean i really do feel good there~

and now~
after 1and a half month of millitary tranning~
sad that didnt get to finish the tranning~
but i have more important part of my life to proceed~
i m now i the ICCT room of TAR College setapak, KL~
as a busniness student~
diploma banking and finace~
hehehe

i was quite lonely and sad at the begining~ but
i met new friends!
and i m glad to have them~
:)
currently staying in the hostel!
i had to work really hard in my studies and try to adapt my new life here!
i really need support from u guys!
and thanks for reading my blog~

ILYSM! i miss you all very very much!!!

BAD news for me

:(
i was really disappointed with my results..
too ashamed to even tell anyone~
it's unexpected in a bad way~

hmm but what to do~
maybe i didn't do good enough~
but honestly i really tried my best
i don't want to disappoint the people that i love~

but i guess i failed!
i m a failure
i hope everyone is happy with their results
sorry no pictures taken(broken camera)
and i dint have the mood.

GOOD LUCK in future
in choosing course
n college!!

12/3/2009

HELL YEAH!
we r gonna get our SPM result soon!!
that's day after tomorrow!

OMG i really dont know how am i gonna face everything~
well i just hope the very best to everyone!!

GOOD LUCK!

after taking the result..
some of our are leaving KT~
some of us are going PLKN~
so i s bye bye everyone

that's really sad~
hmm no matter where we r~
i m glad that we used to be in the same class :))
LOVE you all so much!!!
hope to keep in touch!!

TAGGED by JING

• 7 facts about YIIYOKE?

1. Fun is my middle name?


2. once u make me hate you and that's the end of it.


3. I love playing my guitar though i m not that good yet.


4. I am really sensitive(not hyper though)


5. I love writing. i express my feelings through writing


6. I love taking pictures especially the most natural moment without posing cuz for me that's the most beautiful moment.


7. I love art.

• 6 unspectacular quirks of YIIYOKE?

1. I can like you very much but i can also hate you.


2. I love doing crazy stuff :p


3. I hate politics!


4. once i fall in love i can fall really deep. heeee


5. I have my own explanation for Shakespeare's poem


6. I always over react! hahaa

I am too lazy to tagg anyone~ lol

JING JING tagged me! :))

Valentine 2009

i love this

LOL

Jual ubat

Promote cocacola

Scandal jia yun

Separuh

Ira u r cute!!

ILYSM!

HEHEHE!

SWEET!

uuuhhhuuuu

oooyeah aaahhhaaa~

HAPPY VALENTINES to all.. 14/2/2009

honestly i tought my valentine this year will be the same as last few 17years sitting at home..

alone..
but this year i got to celebrate it with my beloved exclassmates my BFFS! hahaha
love it so much!

we have BBQ at the lagoon~ near masjid terapung.. but before that we went to hanun house 1st

then i got the chance to meet Hijau(hanun's) Boy(ira's) rashid(wanie's) it was very nice to meet them :)
then we went to the picnic site by car a few rounds of course..
Me
jiayun
hanun, hijau
wanie,rashid
dira
ira,boy
aim
kening
pajaen(kening's bro)
barly
afiq(nk ltak tepi jy tp tkut ye marah)hahahaha
ejo(kesian lynn xdok)

I really had fun being a photographer and all.. but curse it! something wrong with my camera! i had to use wanie's
but it's ok atleast i got to take pictures hahaha
the food is.... (actually i dint really eat that much!)
rashid's fried rice is nice
and the chicken is a little bit raw..
the drink was nice.. hahaha
althgough we had a little problem back there.. that at last it's all ok!
really do wish i can celebrate my valentine with all of them again! haha
ILYSM!
ade gok laa jeles sket tngok org duk dating tp xpe..
ku merasakan zaman siggle ku ni sdah nk rntuh.. mule lah zaman kaple.. hahahahaha


pssss pictures(later) have to wait for wanie.. so sabor ye!~

Turtle WAYNE!!!

Hey guys i just got the news about wayne...

i heard that he is in KDU KL now~
but i am not really sure yet bout the story~
will update more after i ask him :)

OMG he dint even tell us :(

gonna miss him~

Found pictures

Syakir and ben

Pqah and me

Again! hahaha

Me and jia yun

Farah and jia yun

Lol i was looking through my pendrive.. and i saw a few of the pictures that i took with my friends..
wanna upload all of them~ hehehe

just a few.. that's when we went to KFC! :)

MY OPEN house!

Jia Yun and Ira
We r so Happy! hahaha

that's us

Syakir

The Guys

Kening with my guitar

The girls

Jue and nabil

US! haha

ira.. aim.. yoke.. hanun

Weeeeee hahahaha

that was the best open house i had ever had!!

LOVE IT!
but really sorry for those that i didnt get to enertain..

sorryyy too many of them came and at the same time..

so i was so busy! and i went up and down for like... More than 10 times! God!
the food was nice.. hehe

it's from our school canteen
the taqwarians who came..

Jia yun,Benson, nabil, farah, syakir, kening, fetty,ira, hanun,aim~ that's all i guess..

others.. i have no idea..

but never mind.. and cikgu roslee came too! hahaha

will upload the pics later.. :)

New Years' Eve

Burpppp.. lol. just finished my reunion dinner with my family..

extraodinary dishes today.. they were FINGER LICKING GOOD! (better than KFC ofcourse)

I am like so full now.. phewww despite the work i did today cleaning up the house..

AMAT LETIH! it all paid off when i was like"OMG!! cantik bngat rumah ku!!"

preparing for tomorrow's open house..

I really hope that everyone can come.. if not my family and i are force to finish all the food.. :(

so that's all.. will definately update bput my open house! :))

Daaaaa sayangs..

CHINESE NEW YEAR open house

ello~ ada pengumuman~

ermhh.. rumah saya ada open house ma..

26 ini.. so semua orang dijemput datang

pukul 11 sampai bila-bila pun boleh

tetapi kena laa bagi tau saya dulu~

nak comfirm orang..

terima kasih meh~

hahahaha

pelak molek~

A love story~

it's not originally by me.. i got it from yahoo~

love ot so much~~ maybe because the guy's name is leo.. lol makes me think of leonardo dicaprio... hahaha enjoy..

It was cold in the early morning, but it felt somewhat warm when he was behind me. My protector, companion, and now my own personal heater. We walked together onto the school grounds and he took my backpack from me every morning when my mom had driven away. I turned and couldn’t help but smiling. His perfect stance towered over me like a battle tower. Although his body looked of a violent person’s body, his face was gentle and always understanding, warm, and inviting with every smile he threw at me, or just about anybody else.

He jerked a smile at me, threw my backpack up in the frozen air from behind his back, and caught it without looking. I smiled. “You are such a show-off, I swear.” I rescued my backpack from being thrown in the air further more. “Hey not my fault your backpack is bigger than you. It looks like you can barely carry it,” he exclaimed. “I’m the one trying to be the good person and carry it,” he said, putting his sculptured arm out and expecting me to give him my backpack. I smiled and nodded “No” and he grinned that irresistible grin that could have made me faint this very second if I hadn’t experienced it before. I laughed in defeat, “No fair!” He laughed and swung my backpack around his toned and extravagant shoulders.

I had sometimes caught myself looking at him for more than five minutes, which was embarrassing most of the time. He didn’t mind when he caught me doing it though, because he was mostly staring at me and of course listening to the teacher at the same time. Even though it was cold enough to where I could see my breath, he had a white button up shirt on with the dog tag necklace he wore everyday. Not a single hair on his arm rose up; never has he been cold.

The morning was cold, as I had said before and now I was shivering. My protective heater took care of that, and now it felt as if there was no cold, like the both of us were looking out from inside. It felt like this all the time when we were alone. As if we were somewhere far from here; it was unexplainable how I felt around him. His warm smelling breath reaching my ice solid ear had disrupted my other ways of describing how I always felt about him.

“Come, I’ll take you somewhere warm,” and he turned and crouched down for me to hop onto his huge back. This had been a first, a piggyback ride. I hesitated for a second, wondering where he was taking me. Then again, he always had his ways of surprising me. I took another cold breath, hopped on, and he walked slowly to the field of the school.

I lingered behind his back, enjoying the ride. He was always too cautious with me to run or go more than one mile an hour when he did anything with me, especially something like this. Sometimes I wondered why he was always too careful like I was a fragile to him. I didn’t mind sometimes; the longer I was near him, the longer his sweet scent of cinnamon apples contaminated my lungs and not to mention my clothes. I found it interesting and strange that this whole time he was carrying me, he seemed not to be using any of his muscles, nor did his voice become strained like it would with anybody else who has carried me. I decided to make a comment and see where it led. “Hey teddy bear, did you go to piggyback riding camp and learn how to carry somebody for hours?” I said, horsing around with his lightly damped bronze hair. It was slicked back today, but as always, naturally slicked back. He chuckled and shook his head. “If it were anybody else, I would have dropped them already,” he responded. I could tell I was blushing and I hid my face beneath his neck and along his shoulder. “Hmmm, you smell good,” I retorted and closed my eyes and took a deep breath of his scent again, hoping it would stay with me forever.

“Okay, lets start climbing” he said, interrupting my intake of his scent. He crouched down and my feet met the frost-covered grass. It made a crunching sound when my feet crushed down on it, breaking the covering of ice. I looked up. We were in the middle of the field, and I was staring at the largest tree we had. He looked up at it and smiled. “Let’s go, we’ll miss it,” he said and he stretched his arm out toward me. “Miss what?” I couldn’t help but asking. I think he muttered the words, “Always impatient” and smiled at me again without answering.

I eyed him and I held out my hand; he griped it firmly and cautioned me up the tree. I don’t think I’ve tripped, fell, or dropped anything since I’ve met Leo. That was just Leo, always behind me, watching my every step. He did just about everything for me without concerning me. Not like it was a bad thing or anything, but I just know that he is always reliable to count on. He was like my own personal bodyguard, but we were both unconditionally in love with each other.

He guided me to the strongest branch on the top of the tree, and then I knew what he was talking about. The sun rose just above the light Blue Mountains, making a yellowish rim across the mountain. The half-dark, half-light sky made a perfect bow on the top and the both of us watching it together made it simply perfect. He then held me tighter in his muscular arms and laid his head gently on top of mine. “My favorite part of the day,” he spoke and we looked on to the mountains. I closed my eyes and just imagined us somewhere else where it was deserted and it was just the two of us, somewhere where we could be together. He released me and I felt the cold touch my back again, I looked around, frightened. “Hey,” he said back up at me; he was already on the ground.

He spread out his arms and said the words I didn’t think he was going to say. “Trust me,” he spoke softly and he smiled up at me. “I will always trust you,” I said back to him and looked down. I had a worried look on my face, so he comforted me further more. “You know I would never drop you,” he said coming closer, this time making a loving smile with his eyes. I blushed, took a deep breath, leaped from the trunk of the tree, and felt the cold air whip through me. My landing was good though. His protective arms swung around me like a cradle from the cold ground. His warm breath filled my lungs again and contaminated my clothes. I opened my eyes and he smiled at me in a sort of cockiness. “You though I was going to drop you!” he said, laughing and holding me closer. The breath of his laugh was so intoxicating that I didn’t know what he said after.

“I knew you were going to catch me, but not if you were going to hold onto me,” I explained while I was still wrapped in his arms. He snorted. “Well, the scary part’s over now,” he teased. I hugged him closer and buried my head into his chest, as if there was anywhere to go.

MMU!!

TEO WEI YAN! so called tu kia(anok babi) bahahahaha

got to go MMU!! erhh... cuz he is good in add math i guess..

form ZERO!! to the highest in the class.. B3 wooow! amazing.. for futher information ask him..

congrats wei yan.. 

west wishes for all taqwarians!

rentas desa just finished yesterday.. glad that i dont need to run!! wuuhuu.. soryy no pictures this time.. forgot to bring my camera.. lol

pss today's my dad'd BIRTHDAY!!

hahaha

Stories...

KU MENJERIT!!!!!
Syakir jauh.. mama fetty berdekatan

Bowling with fetty and family



itu azwan

itu fetty

mereka berdua

saya photographer

what a month~ tired of learning car.. sick of doing the same mistakes sick of staying at home being so called emo~ sick of myself.. sick of the things that i've done wrong.. the silliness of a young girl~

lucky to have gone to school.. and the wind blows the nostalgic feeling into me.. teachers that were good and kind to me friends who we fought together through our school years... freezed.. lots of flash back...

went to fetty's shop.. it was so kind of her parents to treat us(me and benson). Been going out with her bf(azwan) and her family.. her little sis is so CUTE!! FIFI xbleh tamak nnti jadi kucing! hahahaha

went bowling with her family.. obviously they are very very loving.... kinda envy them ;p

farah came along too~

ermm.. i just wanna.. say something in this post. it's just my feelings..

today is the 1st time.. all this years.. that i can be that close with him again. Most of you probably dont know that person and it's ok. I just need to express.. I am glad and praise God that i know him and actually meeting him again. i just wanna say.. his placing in my heart is consider very high and will continue to be until the time comes until it's meant to end there.. i cant believe i actually still have feelings for him.. it's been 3 or 4 years i guess.. the feelings did not fade away.. although he wont be reading this but i just wanna say.. no matter how u look.. no matter what happen to you.. your placing in my heart is still where it is.. this is part of the confession of my heart..no one is yet to replace you. love?? i dont know.. the kind of connection.. i cant explain it.. or maybe it's just me... lol

after all these years i thought that i can get rid of the feelings.. but.. my heart strated pounding crazily when i saw u.. and it's just the same as the 1st time i saw u.. it will always be beating fast when u r around..

psssss it's not who you think it is.. i mean.. not that A*** guy.

he is some one els a very very special person in my heart :P

sorry for not updating for so long..

1. lazy :D

2. NO STORIES! :0

3...... no other reason better than.. not many people is actually following.. hahahahahahaha

it's only for sef satisfaction huhuuu

thanks for reading guys will upload the pictures later. :)