Monday 29 August 2011
I finished my Diploma
I am BACK!
i finished my diploma semester last week.
and i will be continuing my advance diploma, middle of next month.
I missed my friends already. :(
we've been class mates for about 3 years.
going to class. and seeing the same face again and again.
i was used to it.
although we weren't close, but i know we will always be sticking up for each other.
i don't know how they feel. but i hope they feel the same as i do.
but. i guess this feeling wont last; people move on.
i should do the same.
It's been freaking long since i last updated my blog.
did you guys miss me?
i hope you did.
LOL
i wanted to write my blog since the day i finished my finals i literally did sign in to blogspot to write.
but, i could't write a thing.
maybe exam week was too stressful.
i broke down numerous times
i was lucky to have supportive family and friends.
and Him.
although he did cause problems, but he will paste all the broken pieces of my heart back together again.
I am back home now!
finally. I missed my family!
i missed celebrating RAYA!
i missed my childhood.
when everything used to be so exciting.
it's not that my life is dull now.
I'm gonna put on more weights, unfortunately.
but i really do hope to go to his house.
to wear baju kurung.
to dress up prettily.
to match him?
maybe.
i don't know. why must i be such show off.
i have minimum self esteem.
i need to be praised and to be lifted to feel confident.
it's bad. i know.
well. I wished that i can enjoy my semester break.
eat more
lose weight.
polish myself
to shine again next semester. :)
-Selamat Hari Raya. Maaf Zahir Batin-
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