only by writing, i feel better.
i don't know is it because of my period or because there's really something wrong with our relationship.
well as you all know I've been fighting for everyone to accept my relationship with him.
i always thought that our relationship's different.
i thought that we will never have the so called "4 phase" of a relationship.
i was too naive i guess. i thought it will be smooth sailing.
Of course there are a few rough waves during the journey, but i never though that the ship needed a break.
eventually. one of the captain command the crew to raise the sail. not dropping the anchor yet though.
we were having this conversation like every other nights. it was fine at first. but it came to a point that he said" well, that's all i guess. i have nothing to talk about anymore. (indicating that we should hang up)"
and i was like"that's it? seriously? you don't want to talk anymore? or are you busy?"
cut the story short. i was offended when he said he have nothing to do, but he have nothing to say, he thinks that we should hang up first. talk again before going to sleep.
Am i being hyper sensitive over small things? is it because of my menstrual? I have NO idea. Gosh i sounded like a FUCKING Teenager going through PUBERTY!
FUCK!
i am RESTLESS!
i don't get it!
am i being too pushy?
or what ever you call "physco girl friend?"
My goodness gracious i just hope this stop!
please don't let the ship sink like Titanic. :(
-please give me strength-
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