23 March 2010 12PM

enjoying the facility if TAR college ;)
in CITC waiting for my next class.. that is half and hour more to go i think..
hehehe

erm what's so special about 23 march??
well, it's about me and him actually.
heh~

It's ALREADY 1 MONTH!

cool right. ;)

i just hope that out relationship grows stronger.
but unfortunately.. i know.. one day we are gonna separate.
i dunno why am i having those kind of thoughts.
maybe it's because i don't feel like leaving you at all..
lol

since i can't control anything.
i might as well commit it all to GOD.
i trust him.

one more week to your birthday.
Hope you get your surprise.
Hope to meet you. i am going crazyyyyyy..

-I MISS YOU-

Black and white

Black.. a colour of darkness and evil

White the opposite of it.. it's pure and bright.

When same is the same.

and there's no use of thinking about it anymore.

I might as well walk and move on.

When the words are said.

Action is prove.

Hearts are broken.

Mending is impossible.

I might as well go.

When the true colours are shown.
Realisation struck.

I might as well move on.

When decisions are made.

The clock can't be turn back.

When you think you are white and i am black

WE might as well walk different path.

Hatred and Happiness

i chose to be Happy.

because i live for myself not for you.

When i say i LOVE you.

i really mean it.

and when you say that word it hurt as much as saying I LOVE YOU with fingers crossed.

When the problem can't be fixed

it might as well be ignored.

Is this THE END?

we don't know.

that's all i could say.

when the blog become public. i don't mean you.

When i heard I LOVE YOU from him.

I replied. I care about you too. :)

glad to have him.

glad to know GOD.

-nice to meet you. Good Bye-

Going down

failed one subject in my finals. =.=ll

boo huuuu for me..

Fundamentals of accounting SUCKS~

well, resit is the only solution.

failed my Finance coursework..

damn~ 1 more question to pass :(

PLEASE PRAY FOR ME my friends~

please.

miss you babeh~

when will we meet???

-NOT TO FAIL AGAIN-

Alice in Wonderland

I watched it yesterday :)

nice movie..

eventually LOVED it.

i think i m in worderland now though.

i mean at my friend's house in PV5

It was about assignment at first.

but not anymore.

i m like in paradise :)

i like it here.

don't feel like going back..

lol

it's not because of room mates anymore.

i love my new room mate

she's sweet..

well. i hope that i can wake up from my wonderland and start studying.

tests is getting near

and the date line to summit our coursework is also very near.

we r like here with nothing!

GOD help me.

-Need your Help-

He cares!

i must admit that i am the worst girlfriend ever..

and there's something wrong with my eyes despite the size of it~ =.=ll

I AM SORRY!!!

he actually cares about me.

well i thought that me might regret.

maybe that's the way he is..

i like him the way he is.

I am HAPPY with YOU!!

i won't chose some lousy guy over him!

you! listen! u mean a lot to me!

you don't know how long i've waited for you to ask me that question.

i said YES without having second thoughts!

i like you.

i really do and i mean it~

stop pushing me to some other guy! i don't like them!

-Only Muhammad Shahrul Faiz-

p/s i really hope that you will read my blog.

some how.. without me telling anything about it.

just wish that miracles happen. and you will know how i feel all this while.

One week and more :)

is he the one?

hope so... cuz i like him!

I laugh because you are funny

i smile because i like you :)

hahahaha

i'm like.. love drunk？

i don't know..

maybe :)

but we are still the same though..

talk like we used to.

i think it's better like that.

i like him the way he is.

really do hope that we can last long.

long enough for me and for him.

long enough. but not the end?

i don't really wanna think of the future.

just wanna enjoy now.

i miss him!!!

miss him so badly. that i think i've gone crazy.

when can we meet? :(

sometimes i just want you to be a little sweet.

and care more about me.

i hate to be insecure.

i like it when u call.

send me more sms. :)

tell me u miss me.

all the little things may seem nothing to you but they mean a lot to me.

you wont ever read my blog. cuz you r never gonna find it. hahaha

so i'll just keep it to myself until one day.

you realized.

hope it's not too late.

and i like you! really i do! :)

my frog prince.

-The talking Frog-

2nd Day

erm hello..

2nd day of what??

hahahahahaha

hey single girl ain't single anymore :)

yups officially with him.

he is really special and hope that it'll last hahahaha

it's not that i am not serious. but.. u know.. things can change.. and people too.

so.. i really do commit everything to God.

i pray that he's always with me.

erm.

hey i really do like him :p

23/2/2010

a really special day.

-to me and super number 1-

11:41 PM

i' m like on my bed. with 2 freaking girls with breath problems..

i feel like fainting.

HELP ME!

today i walked on the clouds

and feels like flying.

although it's my last day in KT

but. i like it!

will always miss KT and friends..

of family of course.

but i miss u most!

-love your hand-

Blueberry CSL

Got my new phone yesterday ;)

it's a white blueberry..

i chose blue at first.. and then something went went wrong i had to go to the shop..

and they changed a new 1 for me.. unfortunately the blue 1 is out of stock.. at last i took the white one.

looks classy too though ;)

happy to get it..

yeah i wont lose i again of course.

hahaha

thanks to my benefactor (you don't wanna know who)

hehehe

the only problem now is sending n receiving MMS.

hmmm

will try to settle it soon!

i wanna MMS my super number one!

hahahaha

that's all for the update.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR.

going back on the 21st.

hmmm

what ever.

-Pagi Yang Indah-

19th Chinese New Year

14.2.2012

a very special day :)

It's Chinese New Year and also Valentine..

Love and happiness is in the air...

ohhh yeeaahhhh

and i want you all to meet him!

:)

it's not that we are together but.. i really do like him though..

like really.

hope to get blessing from you all.

if it's acceptable.

:)

what's in it for me?

hmm..

11/2 12:34am

yesterday was a fucking pissed off day!

i did something wrong, booking flight tickets.

the whole house's like quarreling about it.

especially my dad.

yeah i m useless.

but don't forget i m still your daughter.. for gods sake u made me!

hmmm

no really in the mood.

i m depress.

i feel lonely

and useless in this world.

so i see failure in the world.

nothing good is in for me i guess.

all i ever wanted.

i don't think i can get.

just because i did it?

i mean.. everyone is doing it. and i don't think it's consider a sin.

it's just lust! i can't control it. although i vow numerous time not to do it again

but! i can't resist the temptation in my head!

it's too difficult!

i've been controlling myself but.. no use. i did it again and again.

God help me!

are you with me?

i wonder.

i love you very much

and i can't live a day without you God.

please be with me.

-I am SORRY-

therefore i miss you

yeah i really do miss u.

too many things happening around.

my great grand mother with her UNGRATEFUL SON!

and her leg

and now... i can't even have a nice Chinese New Year.

i do hope that u come back..

i wanna meet you.

although you can't really help much :p but with you beside me.

everything's fine.

you always make me smile.

i don't need any gifts or surprise. i just need you with me.

so stay.

to my super number one. :)

hope that u know who u r.

but i don't think that you have the chance to read this but, that's everything in my heart.

that's what i wanna say to you.

BE with ME.

therefore i miss you.

寒冷的韩国

嗨，这是我第一次用华语写blog.. 感觉有点奇怪。。

不过。。这应该是好的开始吧。。荒废了好几年的华语。。现在，在很努力的进步着。:)

全新的开始。。

寒冷的韩国？是因为看太多的韩剧了吧。。上瘾，让人无法自拔。。

如果这世上真的有像剧情里的男女主角。。那该多好。。永远都是美好结局。。

在这残酷的世界会有美好结局吗？？

就像我。。

白痴的等了好几年。。到最后他还是。。他。

我的世界里永远都不可能有他的存在。:)

cool~ my first blog in Chinese..

WAYＴＯGO! high 5 YOKE!