What?!

what!!!!!!

damn i am not in a good mood.

just this few days.

feeling really down.

and sad.

what about you?

are you feeling the same?

because i can tell it from your sms.

i don't know am i too sensitive

or crazy or obsessed.

or what.

i don't even know what i want now.

sometimes. i really do want to just close my eyes and hope that i can be beside you.

but. it's different in reality.

when you say. you love me.

do you really mean it?

or say it because you are also used to it?

how long are we gonna be like this?!

i hate this!

why can't everything be like it used to be.

when i wake up because of you sms.

and to hear your voice first thing in the morning.

when i trusted you.

when can i find the trust back?

i wan't to.

but. i don't feel. secure enough.

it takes time. doesn't it?

damn! i am really emo~

be here with me. please?

i beg you to think clearly. in what ever you are doing.

hey! i care about you! a lot! ok!

but. you seemed. i don't know.

what ever. believe it or not.

up to you!

i am sick, thirsty, and tired.

what a day~

-Emo-