I wasn't really happy or sad when I woke up. I guess I was feeling numb again..
But I feel like I can start my laptop again. The pain wasn't that bad anymore.
I can joke around with friends and colleagues.
Then. You texted me.
Boy. You don't know how much I missed talking to you. You will never know how bad it feels not to belong with you :'(
Had fun conversations.
Why do I feel like we are never getting back?
For such small thing it isn't worth it.
I want to fight for us. But please see that I'm fighting.
I never wanted you to read my blog. I write to ease my soul.
I love you. I still do. A lot.
It's so hard for me to get to this stage.
I really wonder. Have you got yourself a replacement :(
I miss you 杰
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